We are sitting outside in the balcony
"So Elijah" Ana says.
"So,what Ana"hey says
"How's life treating you so far,I've heard you got yourself a keeper"Ana says grinning like a idiot
"Yeah she's...she's complicated sometimes,I guess I'm afraid of getting my heartbroken again,I'm just a sucker for love like my father"he laughs nervously he takes out a lighter from inside his coat pocket and a blunt from what they call it these days now puts it against his lips and let gets it up.
" Elijah are you crazy I don't think we are allowed to do that here"
"Who cares sometimes you got to loosen up sis,you use to be the life of the party remember that sis" he laughs and blows it in the midnight air.what he says it's true I kind of what to smoke a blunt right now
"You know what fuck it pass it to me I wanna take a hit of that shit too." I take a hit after hit with my brother until we finish it and after like 30 minuets in I start to have the munchies and i head inside and go downstairs and see that Kate,Elliot,Mia and Christian are chattering away I head over Kate and she looks at me and smiles like a looney
"Ana are you high" she says
" Nooo"I say
"Really"she says in a in believing tone
I'm just grinning the hole time
"Nooo"I say laughing "I'm really hungry like really really really hungry Kate"I say smiling I sit next to her
"Kate"I say
"Yes hun" she says while grinning at me
"Why do I feel like I'm floating"I say in a verge of tears "m..my m.my heart feels like I..it's gonna come out of my chest again,it feels like the last time I got a panic attack"I say "and..I'm just really really hungry" I hiccup
" Elijaaaah"she screams and stands up
" yeah"Elijah emerges from the guest room
"What the hell did you give to Anastasia"she says
"Ohh it was just weed,relax"he says
"Relax...RElAX really Elijah what the hell were you thinking remember the last time she smoked 5 times one night she went all nuts over excited ,really hyper,emotional as shit and she through the biggest house party that got her arrested for being stupid"
"Hey I'm not stupid, your stupid" she says and starts laughing "Mia, mama Mia"Ana says while looking at Mia and smiling
Mia gets up and walks over to Ana and sits next to her with a look of concern
"Mia I'm hungry" Ana says with a puppy face
" Ana why don't I and Elliot and Christian get you something to eat while Kate has a talk with your brother"she says
" okay,but I don't want to walk my legs hurt really bad it feels like pins and needles" I say in a whinny tone "ohhh Elliott can you make me your famous pancakes please please"I say
He gets up and makes his way to the kitchen and Mia tells Christian to carry me and Christian gives her a stern face
"Please Christian"she says
"Fine"he tells her
He makes his way to me and picks me up in bridal style I laugh in joy and smile right at him and he looks at me and she his head ,I stick my tongue at him and laugh and he smiles . We make are way to the kitchen I put my face in the crook of his neck and say "Christian you smell really really good"I look at him smile
He rolls his eyes "thank you"Christian says
"Next time you roll your cute grey eyes at me ima smack the living shit out of you"I say
He turns his head and gives me a are you fucking kidding me right now look I just laugh at his face and say "I'm kidding" and laugh he sits me down at the island and turns to walk away but I grab his hand and pull him with force to stand between my legs and I circle them around his thighs and say "stay please don't leave me" I say almost crying
"Anastasia let go " he says
" please"
" Anastasia I said let go"he starting to get mad
"Please don't go stay Christian"I say
"Anastasia,I SAID LET GO"pulls my legs with force apart that I fall of the chair and hit my head on the floor and start to cry and hold my head he looks scared.
"Ana I...I"he try's to say but I get up and run while holding my head my hand to the guest room I hear him calling after me I rush in the room and close it and I start crying harder because I know I made a fool of myself I take my hand of my head and see there's blood on my fingers tips I rush in to the bathroom for a towel to hold against my head to stop the bleeding. I hear knocking at my door
"Go Away"I say while sobbing because my head hurts really bad
"Ana open the door"I hear Mia and Elliot
"I Said Go Away"i say crying in pain
"Ana just open the god damn door now" Kate says
"FUCK OFF ALL OF YOU" I scream in anger while I'm crying
"Fine I'm gonna give you a hour because after that I'm gonna tell the housekeeper to open the door wether you like it or not"Kate says
" I don't care just go away all of you" I say
I climb onto the bed with the towel still pressed
against my head and cry myself to sleep.
