* Liam's point of view *
I was in my room, it's Friday night and i was just laying in my bed, thinking about Vampire Diaries.I saw today the last episode of season 3 and i was crying. I mean really, really crying. I'm a big fan of Delena. They just meant to be together but Stefan was in the middle.I don't say that Stefan is not good, he is very good but sometimes he can be such a girl, and i believe he is not the one for Elena, i actually think that Stefan is made for Kathrine. Damon had suffer so much, first he had fallen in love with Kathrine, and it turned that she was using him.Then he turn to vampire because of her, and when he thougt that Kathrine was burnt into the church he didn't wanted to live, especially as vampire.But Stefan had to be a ripper and he killed their father and he made Damon drink blood..After many years of pain Damon left his humanity and emotions back and he become a monster.Then Damon as it turns out, met Elena the night before her and her parents got that accident and he compelled her to find what she wanted.After that Elena found Stefan and she fall for him, then Damon came in the picture and he fell in love with her and he let his emotions..The sad part is that at the end Elena chose Stefan and not Damon and he told him if he had met him first she may be in love with him..This is how it sucks.SHE HAD MET DAMON FIRST. But Damon is a caring, lovely, lonely boy that wants to be loved, he sacrifice everything for his love, and he does it but everyday they chose his brother instead of him sens he was kid.And that's why Damon is afraid to show his emotion because like many people is afraid the rejection. People like me! I hope that Damon will get his happy ending, when now Elena is a vampire and she will remember the first time when they met, and the time when Damon told her that he loved her..But i don't know when i'm gonna have my happy ending..Maybe those are only in fairytale.
"Liam? We are going to take pizza want to come?" Harry came in my room and asked.
"No,thank you" I said and he walked out.I heard noise from downstairs and then a door closing.I stood up and walk downstairs to the kitchen. I grab the ice-cream from the freezer, a spoon and walk to my room. Yes i know, i took a spoon but right now i don't care, i'm so not in the mood for not even been kind of scared.I walked to my desk where my ipad was and i took it and walk to my bed.I lay there and opened my ipad and went to youtube. I typed Matt Cardle, The first time and listen to it. Matt's voice is relaxing.I mean had you heard him? I feel so god damn lucky to meet this guy and be live with his in the same house.He is really my idol and i was so happy for him when he won the X factor even if we came 3th. Well of course i wanted to win but i always had the idea that the second and third person who won at X factor or American Idol always make bigger career than the one had won, i don't know why but look? It had worked, we stayed together and now we are touring at UK,America,Australia,Europe and so many other countries. I am not complaining. I heard loud voices and laughter from downstairs and i went to the stairs to see Niall with Harry in one couch, cuddling already, they are together, for like 7 months now. Then it was Louis with Eleanor in other couch and Zayn with Perrie. They didn't noticed me and i walked back to my room.I shut the door loudly, but i didn't care and i lay on my bed.I can't cry... No i can't...You can do this...You are 18 and a boy.. You can't cry...You went through so much you can't cry...I won't cry..I can do this....Oh fuck it !
Tears were striming down in my cheeks and i wasn't even bothered to whiped them.I just let them fall.I was staring my ceiling and just letting my tears fall.I could hear laughter and talking from downstairs, and i went and sit at the stairs, they couldn't see me of course but i just sat there listening their conservation.
"Where is Liam?" Eleanor asked..
"He is probably upstairs." Niall said.
"Danielle asks about him all the time" Really? She is still asks about me? Fuck it, i don't care about her.
"What is she asking?" Lou asked..
"Just how he is doing.She really likes him"
"Then why don't they try?" Perrie asked.Really? Why don't you mind your own business?
"Yeah, good idea what if we go tomorrow a dinner? Me with Perrie, Lou with Eleanor, Narry, Danielle and Liam?" Zayn asked and i gasp! Really are they gonna make me do this?
"Yay, let's do it" Harry said exciting..Shit, i don't want to do this.I have to leave.
AAAA i know! I run to my room, quietly and took my phone and dial my mum's number.
"Mum, hey it's me" I said and smiled..
"I want to come home for the weekend." I said and she screamed.I had weeks to go and visited them and i missed them badly..
"I'll come tonight, i'm gonna pack and come" I said and took my bag from under the bed.
"Okay mum, see you tommorow, don't wait me i have key" I said and opened the bag.
"Okay mum, goodnight love you to" I said and hang up.I walk to my closet, picked my sweatpants only cause it just wanted to stay at the house, a pair of shoes, my charges, my ipad, ipod and all this kind of things and put them in the bag. I took my phone and wallet, put them in my pocket, took the bag and walked downstairs closing the door behind me.
When i reached the stairs they all noticed me and they looked at me..
"Where are you going?" Niall asked as he saw the bag and then me.
"Home" I said and walk to the kitchen counter to grab my keys.
"No, you can't leave" Zayn said..
"Why not?" I asked..
"Cause we have somewhere to go tomorrow night" Lou said and smiled to me.
"You go, i'm gonna go home, see you at Monday." I said fake smiled to them and walk out of the door to my car.I got in and drove off. I just left about 10 minutes before and they start calling me.It was Harry's number, i connected it with the car, so i could hear him clearly and without police giving me ticket ....
"Hello?" I said..
"Liam?" Harry asked and i could hear noises from behind.
"What is it Harry?" I asked and i could hear Niall whispering at him to asked why i left..Are they so stupid? They think that i can't understand that right now they are all around the table and Harry's phone in the middle, at speaker?
"Why did you left?" He asked and sighed.
"I told you, i'm going home for the weekend" I said and i heard Lou telling to Harry to ask if i was going to a girls house. Really Lou? Then i heard Zayn saying something about a weekend with hot chicks at Miami beach and i sighed.Are they serious right now or they just jocking me.
"Can you all just shut up.I said i'm going home for the weekend and no Lou i'm not going to a girls house and not in Miami beach with hot chicks Zayn.Just fuck off and leave me alone" I shouted and then hang up..
* Niall's point of view *
"Can you all just shut up.I said i'm going home for the weekend and no Lou i'm not going to a girls house and not in Miami beach with hot chicks Zayn.Just fuck off and leave me alone" Liam shouted from the phone and we all gasp.Then he hang up..Shit he could hear us..I feel so bad right now! Liam is very caring and not person who lies, but we just keep teasing him with girls, when he obviously is shy with them.
"I told you it wasn't a good idea" Eleanor said and sat back to the couch.
"You always come true, shit why i never win?" Lou said and they laugh.Aww they are so good together.They are like soul mates, they were meant to be together and i think this is going to be a serious relationship. I even believe that they are gonna marry and have 2 beautiful kids.Let's hope cause Eleanor is like our big sister.She was always taking care of us and of course Lou, and she always loved us..She is just amazing and Lou is fucking lucky. No, that Lou isn't good.Lou is different.He is caring, good listener but inside and outside he is baby and he wants someone always by his side, and thanks god Eleanor is the right person.When they met Lou couldn't shut up about her.It was love for the first sight.So sweet...
"Do you think that he is mad at us?" I asked Harry and he smirk.
"No, he just miss his parents and he wanted to spend some time with them, he will fine when he will return.Just don't worry" Harry said and he poke me in the eye..He smiled and i smiled back at him.He is so sweet, and i can say that he is very romantic.Sometimes i ask my self if he is a girl or a boy but don't tell him!
"So, lads me and Perrie are going to her place, see you tomorrow" Zayn said and they stood up.Oh god, he is so stupid.He thinks that we don't know that he is going to fuck her.Doesn't she feel shy? I mean if Harry do that to me,i would probably blush like tomato and slap him.He makes her seem like a slut, and this happens every night.All day they are here, but at night they go to her place to get laid.This is so stupid.
"Use protection" I said and Harry covered my mouth.Perrie didn't hear me and Zayn just glare at me and i shrugged.I mean what? What is gonna happen when one day walks in and tell us that he got a girl pregnant and that he doesn't know what to do. I just keep waiting this day.. I mean seriously, every week he has a girlfriend and i'm surprised that he is with Perrie like 2 weeks.And please we all know that Zayn is a player.
They left and i licked Harry's hand..Then he pull it away immediately.I laugh at his expression and turn to Eleanor and Lou.
"So what are we gonna do now?" I asked once again.
"Me and Eleanor have plans.Sorry lads, you are on your own. " Lou said as he grab Eleanor and pull her up.Eleanor walk to us and she kiss us a goodbye kiss on the cheek.
"Don't do anything stupid" Lou said and they walked out of the door.I sighed and turn to my cheeky boyfriend.
"Shit, why i stayed always with you? " I said with a voice of disgusted, shrugged my shoulders and roll my eyes.Harry gasp but then smile.
"Almost got me Nialler" Harry said and he came closer to me.
"Do i know you?" I asked and asked while watching his eyes.. I tried not to smile.
"Noppe, i am a stranger who wants to make love to you" Harry said and i smiled for a second but then put my serious face back.
"Only in your dreams." I said..
"We already had sex in my dreams, so many times" Harry whispered in my ear, i moaned of his sexiness, and his hot breath in my ear saying those words.Shit..Play it cool Niall.You see, we have been dating 7 months but we didn't take the next step, yet. You think tonight is the night? I don't think so..Maybe Harry is just teasing me.
"And i repeat only in your dreams" I said with strong voice..He smiled.Why is he smiling? This is bad i can tell..
"But Nunu, i want you" Harry said with his hot, baby voice and he patted on my arm as he was a baby and was asking for his mother sweets. And i knew this is not good.He called me Nunu, he just say that when he is serious or want something.Like right now.He wants me.
"What do you mean?" I played dumb and watch his moves.
"I..want..you..on..top..of..me..tonight..just you..and me.." He said as he was watching me with that sexy slash evil look..Shit he is seducing me!!!!!!!
"So you want to have sex with me?" I asked normally..I'm gonna play it cool. At least i can try!
"I want" He said and he started licking, sucking and kissing my neck.I moaned cause fuck yes, he knows how to turn on someone.He placed his hands, one at my head, keeping me still and the other on my lower erection.Shit.
"Harry, what are you doing?" I asked and he kiss me on the lips for 20 seconds and then looked my eyes.
"Nothing" He said and walked away.Oh now away, he is not gonna turn me on again and left me.I run behind him to his room..
* Thirt's person point of view *
Liam went to his home, and he slept immediately thinking nothing because he was so exhausted with all this drama. Zayn with Perrie where at Perrie's house, making love...Like every night! Eleanor with Lou where at Eleanor's place sleeping peacefully without any worries also Niall and Harry.They were all care free..
* 6:04 at the morning *
Liam woke up because he didn't feel right. He couldn't breathe and as he try to stood up and walk to the kitchen to take a glass of water he fall and he was bouncing on the floor.
His mum woke up from the noise and went to Liam's room.She opened the door and saw her son, laying in the ground and bouncing like a fish out of the water.His eyes were closed and his arms at his side.Karen shouted at the sight of her son like that and then Geoff, Liam's father run to were his wife screamed and saw his son like that.He run to his son side to make him stop and told his wife to call an ambulance. Karen was screaming and crying, Geoff was trying to make Liam stop and trying to make his wife to stop screaming and crying.In 15 and 45 seconds ambulance came and they rushed to Liam's side.They took a injection and put it in Liam's arm.Geoff let go off Liam and went to hold his wife. Liam stopped bouncing and he was just laying there.The doctors put him on the trolley and they put him in the ambulance.Geoff was following behind them with Karen in their car.When the ambulance finally went back to the hospital they rushed and took Liam inside. His parents parked their car and they ran inside and a nurse told them that they are examining him and to wait at the hall way. They both sat at the uncomfortable blue chairs of the hospital and Karen started to crying while Geoff was holding her hand and had her head on his shoulder.He was praying inside, for his son to be okay.He needed his son to be okay.He wanted to burst into tears and punch a wall but he couldn't cause of Karen.He has to be strong for Liam and her.
The time passed quickly and Zayn with Perrie woke up and they went to Zayn's and lads house to eat breakfast.Lou was also awake with Eleanor walking and drinking their morning coffee from starbucks.Niall and Harry were still snorring in their sleep. They were leaving their amazing life while their bestfriend was fighting for his life.When Zayn with his girlfriend walk at the door they went to the kitchen..Zayn took a milk from the fridge while Perrie took the spoons and the bowls.Zayn also grab the conflex from the cuboard. They make their breakfast and walk to the living room, sitting and opening the tv putting Disney Channel.It was showing Shake it up.
Harry was hearing voices and noise from downstairs and he couldn't sleep.He turn around and saw his boyfriend snoring while he was sleeping and smiled.He kissed his cheek and got up.He wear his sweatpants and walk down to the living room.He saw Zayn with Perrie laughing and messing around.He sat with them and waited Niall to wake.
Lou was with Eleanor at the park.They were playing and messing around with the playground and with he fans who they had spotted them.They were taking pictures with them and sighing autographs.After thirty minutes they began walking back home.When they finally reach the house they got in and they saw Perrie, Zayn,Niall and Harry at the living room, sitting and watching Disney Channel.They didn't had anything else to do so they join them..
Geoff and Karen were still waiting for the doctor to come out and speak to them..They weren't talking,they were just praying for their baby son to be okay..Then a doctor came out and they run to him.
"What's wrong with my son?" Karen asked tearing again..
"Liam Payne right?" The doctor asked and they nodded.
"Well your son has Tonic-Clonic Seizure.It's the classic type of epileptic seizure consisting of two phases to a tonic-clonic seizure -- the tonic phase and the clonic phase. In the tonic phase the body becomes entire rigid, and in the clonic phase there is uncontrolled jerking. Tonic-clonic seizures may or may not be preceded by an aura, and are often followed by headache, confusion, and sleep. They may last mere seconds, or continue for several minutes. Also known as a grand mal seizure. " The doctor exclaimed and sighed.
Karen started crying and Geoff hugged her.
"Is he going to be okay?" Geoff asked the doctor..
"Well, yeah he is okay. He just have to get 1 pill every 5 hours.If he forget one time he will have faint or start jerking like you find him,and if he won't get to the hospital in time he may die.I told him also how much important this is and he agreed.We gave him enough for a month and he will have to come here, or to other hospital every month to take his med.He is waiting for him at the room 234, he can leave" Doctor said, smiled to them and left.They rushed to the room and Karen run and hug her son.Liam hugged her back and cry on her shoulder.Geoff went to them and hug them both.After good 2 minutes of hugging and crying they pull away and walk out of the hospital.They drove at their house.Karen made a soup for Liam, and Liam ate it without speaking and then he went to his room and slept.
Liam couldn't believe that he had Tonic-clonic seizure.He couldn't believe that he he had to drink every 5 hours, a pill.
* After 3 months *
* Still thirth's person point of view *
Louis with Eleanor get married.Last month.They had been so happy.They went to Hawaii for honeymoon and they stayed there for 3 weeks.They just got back.They bought their apartment.It wasn't far from the lads house.
Zayn was still with Perrie,and they were doing great.They were always together,every minute of the day.You couldn't splitt them..
Also about Narry, they are just doing great.They are so in love and you know young love...
About Liam...Liam didn't told about his sickness to the boys, 3 months and the boys has no idea.Liam also suffers from depression, after all those pills and stress, loneliness and all this shit that is happening to him.He is all the time locked in his room, and just sits in the corner and do nothing.He wasn't crying.He wasn't complaining.He wasn't eating.He wasn't talking.He wasn't singing.
HE WASN'T LIAM.
* Next week *
* Zayn's point of view *
"Guys, we need to talk.KITCHEN NOW" Niall shouted.Shit, this is important.When Niall shouts it means he is serious..Me and Lou walk to the kitchen and saw Harry and Niall sitting at the table.My Perrie was out shopping with Eleanor.
"What's going on?" Lou asked smiling.
"When was the last time you have spoken to Liam?" Harry asked and i look at Lou confused.What do they mean?I talked to him.....I had talked with Liam...Liam talked to me...Shit i can't remember.
"I don't know" I said and look down to my lap..
"SHIT I KNEW IT.WE HAVE BEEN SO FUCKING BUSY WITH OUR LIFE'S AND WE DIDN'T SEE LIAM, WHO HE IS EVERYDAY LOCKED IN HIS ROOM, NOT EATING, NOT SPEAKING, DOING NOTHING!!!" Niall shouted and kick the chairs, over and over again.He looked so scary, he was so pissed.
"Liam can take care of his self." I said and Niall turn quickly and glare at me..If he could kill me with his glare i would probably be dead in seconds.
"NO HE IS NOT.HE WAS LOOKING OVER US TWO YEARS! TWO FUCKING YEARS.BUT WE ARE SO FUCKING SELFISH." Niall shouted again..
"You are over reacting" I said and got up to walk away.
"NO I'M NOT OVER REACTING.DID YOU LADS KNEW THAT LIAM HAS TONIC-CLONIC SEIZURE FOR FUCKING 3 MONTHS AND HE DIDN'T TELL US? DO YOU ZAYN KNEW? DO YOU KNEW THAT HE SUFFERS FROM DEPRESSION 3 FUCKING MONTHS? DO YOU KNEW THAT HE HAD BEEN DRINKING EVERY 5 HOURS A FUCKING PILL FOR 3 MONTHS BECAUSE IF HE DOESN'T HE WILL FREAK AND DIE? DID YOU KNEW THAT? DID YOU FUCKING NEW THAT OUR BEST FRIEND IS SICK? DID YOU KNEW THAT HE DOESN'T CRY ANYMORE BECAUSE HE DOESN'T HAVE THE POWER? DID YOU KNEW THAT HE DIDN'T TELL US ANYTHING BECAUSE HE LOVED US AND HE DIDN'T WANTED US TO BE WORRIED.DID YOU FUCKING KNEW? CAUSE I DIDN'T. AND I KNOW THAT I WILL LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH THAT GUILTY. NO I DON'T THINK I'M OVER REACTING" Niall shouted looking at me and he was crying so hard.Harry went to him and led him upstairs to his room.
Zayn couldn't think..First, Liam had tonic-clonic seizure for 3 months and he didn't tell us anything because he didn't wanted us to be worried about him, and he drinks every 5 hours a pill cause if he doesn't he will die. Second, Liam suffers from depression, he doesn't speak, cry, eat and he was locked in his room all day.Niall feels guilty because he didn't knew.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
* Liam's point of view *