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A few days later....
All I been doing is staying in bed crying. Que keeps trying ask me what's wrong but I lie and tell him nothing. He think I'm sad and crying because in a week will be my mothers birthday so he probably think I'm sad about that. I am a little. Yesterday I went to the doctors to just make sure, and I was indeed 12 weeks pregnant. The room door opened and Que walked into the room with roses in his hand.
"Here, I got these for you. Hope these make you feel better." He said as he passed me two dozen of pink and white roses. I gave him a small smile as I took them. I held them to my face as I inhaled the smell. He sat down next to me staring at the side of my face.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He said in a low voice. My heart raced as I kept my attention on the white roses. I know this bitch didn't open her mouth, I thought.
"W-what are you talking about Que?" I tried to act dumb. He sighed.
"Kelsey I'm not that damn stupid. You think I don't see and hear you jumping out of bed early in the morning throwing up. Your face is getting rounding. Your getting a little thicker. That only happens to you whenever your pregnant" he said. Tears fell from my eyes as I looked ahead.
"Why didn't you tell me? How far along are you?" He asked. I wiped my face as I stood up. I placed the roses on the bed and looked at him. He looked up at me with puppy dog eyes.
"There was no point in telling you. And it doesn't matter because I'm not even keep it" I said. He jumped up quick making me jump.
"WHAT! WHAT YOU MEAN YOU AIN'T FUCKING KEEPING MY BABY!" He yelled as he walked up to me. I backed up until my back was against the wall. We was now face to face.
"Que move! You fucking heard me" I said trying to walk away but he roughly grabbed my arm. I yanked my arm away from him and pushed him.
"DON'T FUCKING GRAB ON ME. I TOLD YOUR STUPID ASS TO STOP GRABBING ME LIKE THAT" I yelled. He yoked me up by my shirt.
"Get off me Que" I said in a calm voice.
"Kelsey, don't fuck with. You're not getting rid of my baby" he said.
"Whatever, I can do what I want. This is my body. You don't have to carry it for 9 months. I'm gonna have to take care of it on my own just like I had to do them" I screamed as tears came down my eyes. He let me go looking down at me.
"I was there Kels....you trying to make me seem like I'm some damn deadbeat when I'm not. Yes I should have been there more but if I was we wouldn't have the things we have. Everything I do I do it for y'all, to make sure y'all happy, to make sure y'all never want FOR SHIT" He said as he picked up the remote throwing it across the room.
Pissed off wouldn't even describe how I'm feeling right now.
"And you come at me this bull shit. Talking about getting ride of my baby that I help create..." I paced back in fault as she stood by the bathroom door looking scared.
"I don't care Que...what your saying is not effecting my choice. I'm getting an abortion." She said.
She fell to the floor holding her face.
"FUCK!!!"! I screamed. She sat on the floor folding her cheek looking elsewhere.
"Kelsey..." I said but she ignored me.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit you, I swear" I said. She ignored me. My phone rung and I answered it while looking down at Kelsey.
"What?" I screamed into the phone. I calmed down noticing it was Ash.
"Ok...iight nigga. I'll be there in 20 minutes" I said before hanging up. I looked down at Kelsey and she was still in the same spot. I bent down.
"Let me see your face?" I said she quickly moved away.
"Let me see" I demanded as I moved her hand for her face. Her cheek was reddish. I caresses it with my hand. I kissed her cheek where I hit her. Silent tears fell from her eyes.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry Kels" I told her. She got up off the floor leaving me sitting there. She went into the bathroom slamming and locking the door. I put my head down feeling like a bitch for hitting her but if you was in my situation what would you do? I knocked on the door.
"Kelsey I'm sorry. Baby please forgive me" I said. She ignored me. I sighed.
"I have to go handle some shit. Kelsey I love you ok" I said but she didn't say anything back. I sighed as I left.
I heard him leave out the room. I heard the alarm being set meaning he just left. I came out the bathroom and checked downstairs. His car was gone. I went upstairs putting a little foundation on my reddish cheek. I made sure I had my Keys and phone before rushing out the house. It was 12pm so I had enough time before the kids get off of school at 4pm.
I pulled up to the medical center and got out. The front desk receptionist was a older light skinned lady with pretty brown eyes.
"Hello how may I held you?" She asked.
"Um...My name is Kelsey Hernandez. I have a 12:45 appointment with Dr. Kelly." I told her. She nodded her head as she typed on her computer.
"Ok Mrs. Hernandez you can have a seat and Dr. Kelly will be our shortly. She told me. I thanked her as I took a seat. I looked around st the other woman. Some seemed emotional and some sat there as if it wasn't they first time. A door opened and I women walked out wiping her tears. I quickly looked away. A older black woman walked out with long black hair.
"Mrs. Hernandez" she called out I stood up and she greeted me with a smile. Once I stepped through that door it was as if my body went numb. She went over how the abortion is actually done, and she talked about the effects, and how to cope with it. She had me sign these papers. She handed me a gown and I changed into it. She than walked me to this all white room. They had everything set up the same as if I was giving birth.
"Ok lay down and prop your legs on these." She said. I swallowed hard as I laid back in the bed and put my legs on the metal things. My legs was wide open as if I was about to give birth.
"Ok, so this is just an IV to give you fluid during the procedure" she said. I nodded my head as another nurse stuck the IV in my vein.
I watched as they put their gloves on and pulled their masks over their mouth and nose.
"Ok, so your just going to feel a light pinch and a little tug. It will be over before you know it. Count to 100 in you head and it will be over" she said. She leaned down in between my legs.
"Take a deep breath." The Doctor said and I did exactly that as tears fell from my eyes.
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