Previously On What Are We Doing
"Alyssa" I hear a deep voice say. I groan and push his face away then turn around. I feel a hand sliding up the inside of my leg and all memories of last night came to me. My back starts to arch as he teases me.
"Who is messaging you in the middle of the night saying they want you" I hear him say and I stop and my eyes shoot open. I turn my head too look up at him and he was furious, nose flaring eyes red of sleep, bags under his eyes from all the work, but one thing that had me quivering in fear was his eyes. Dark scary and angry.
Alyssa's pov
The words that came out of jacks mouth shattered my world. I know he wouldn't want to hear what I have to say, he would be stubborn and wont listen. All that went through my head at that moment was 'oh my god he's gonna leave me, this is it, i would be alone raising a child on my own'
"Alyssa answer me right now!" He shouted angrily. He passed his hand over his face and through his hair then stood up.
"J-jac-" I start saying but he cuts me off
"No don't call my name! tell me!" he shouts, I flinch at his voice and feel a tear siding down my cheek.
"Jack y-you have to believe me w-when i say I-I have no clue" I say sitting up now playing with my fingers while looking at them.
"What do you mean you have no clue alyssa! There's a whole conversation here with some guy named jared on your phone! so what the hell are you telling me you have no clue alyssa!" his voice booms louder than before. That is when I wish that the floor will just open up and suck me in. He stares at me angrily, his eyes show sadness, disappointment, anger. It all went away in a flash and now his face is stone cold.
"Jack you have to believe me you know i would never cheat on you!" I say getting on my knees crawling over the bed to him, i am really getting annoyed at his accusations.
"What are you talking about alyssa the proof is right here!! Look look" he says and throws the phone at me. I pick up my phone and read through the messages my face showing confusion more than ever.
"jack I didn't send these messages! I dont even know a person named jared!" I say looking at him confusingly, he snatches the phone from my hands and starts pointing and messages and reading them out.
"Hey baby where are you missing you"
"hey baby jacks here talking ugh need you!"
"hey baby home alone come now!"
"so alyssa dont tell me you didn't send these fucking messages!" he shouts then throws my phone across the room it smashing into a pieces.
I couldn't say anything, hell i couldn't even move! i was too shocked. i have never seen him this angry before and it really scares me.
After a few moments on silence
I turn to look at him to see him already looking at me taking rigid breaths, I let out a chuckle then turn around going to the other side of the bed away from him, shaking my head. I get off the bed and walk to our closet, took down my suitcase and started packing my stuff.
I am sick of it, he chose to not believe me! I am glad I didn't accept that proposal because he clearly doesn't know me.
"where are you going?" he asks anger still clear as day in his voice.
" Well I am going anywhere right now to give you some time to cool off and think about everything" I say finishing off my packing, not looking at him.
"Tell me something is the chid even mind?" he says, and that's it, that made me completely done.
i laugh then zip up my suitcase and stood up with it. I turn to look at him and I shook my head disappointed.
"Have a nice life jack, you're free, so go back to sarah and help your business thrive, i'll catch you on the flip side" i said quietly then started walking out of the room. I was on the stairs walking down when the tears started pouring.
"Alyssa, you still didn't answer my question" he says. I wipe away a tear then turn around and see him at the top of the stairs, looking at me with an emotionless face.
" And you're still asking stupid questions jack" i say then turn back around and continued my journey to the front door. This is it, no more alyssa and jack, no more happy memories to continue making, no more cuddles.
I know that once i walk out that door, I'm not coming back in. i want him so badly to stop me, apologise, tell me he was just scared i really was cheating, tell me that he knows i would never do that, then take me in his arms and kiss my face and then my stomach welcoming our baby and me back in. But no he didn't do that, he just stood up at the top of the stairs and looked at us walk away. I reach the door and open it and thats when keith popped into my mind. i turned around and looked at jack,
"Jack watch over keith give him some attention, that's all he wants from you and Emily" i say and he nods.
"bye" I say then walk out closing the door behind me. I walk out the compound to the bus stop and waited for a bus. As I sat, it all came out, tears just flowing, making my vision blurry. The bus came and I wiped my tears away and went on. i sat down and the bus started driving. We start passing his house and I look away. All I kept saying was if I look back it'll be harder for me. one last tear escaped before I looked up wiped it away and pushed everything to the back of my mind, hid all my emotions, kept it all in so I can put on a smile when I arrive at my sisters house.
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Romance"I have a deal to offer you" he says while going through his phone. I look at him confused and questionably. "Okay?" "The deal is if I make you, laugh ,cry, giggle or dance, you'll be mine again, come home with me tonight, and stay till I let you le...
