I want to leave this place so bad
Every aspect of this is making me mad
From people trying to change me
Why can't they just let me be ?
Everybody is talking too loud
Of their goodness they're proud
They won't speak about sins they've committed
Because they want to show how they're perfect and I'm crooked
I get it , I wouldn't like me either
But can't you at least be nicer ?
Those doubtful stares
And hateful glares
They make my anxiety stronger
And my demons louder
I don't want to exist in here
I want to die , just to be clear
But I'm here and I know you don't me to be
I want that too , why can't you see ?
I want to kill my soul and break my bones
I'll walk into the sea , body filled with stones
I'll find a new home , a place where I belong
Somewhere I won't be frail , but will be strong