Moms and Hal keep talking about her tour as we all have brunch together. I just can't help but to stare at Hal just care free like old times. I still feel like shit for hurting her I will never forgive myself and I want to spend the rest of my life making it up to her. I think I should take her out to dinner so we can talk I need and want to talk to her. I have her here in front of me and I don't want to let her go again. She is the love of my life and at this moment the emptiness is gone like if it never existed." So Hal what are you planning to do for the rest of the day?" i asked. " Well I was supposed to leave back home to LA last night but then I got drunk and I should probably start heading out soon." she said my heart dropped now G don't let her leave. " Do you think you can stay a little longer I wanted us to catch up maybe get some Gordos if your down?" I don't know G I have to get going." " It's not like you are doing anything besides going into the studio at home Hal so lets stay." said Jess giving me a wink as i turn my attention back to Hal I can see her giving Jess a death glare, which causes me to smirk. "so is that a yes" i asked she then turned her attention back to me. " Fine, yea lets do it." she said yes we are heading in the right direction.
My phone keeps on blowing up with people who want to throw a party in celebration of my album, but I just want to be with Hal. " Dang Big Shot popular over here." said Hal as we are walking to Gordos. i laughed " I'm not a big shot I'm still the same Gerald" I say " whatever you say Mr. hot shot she says with a smile. As we sit and wait for our order to be ready we make small talk I think we both are trying to avoid the obvious "so" I said in an awkward voice. " I don't know why I'm so nervous , but Hal you can't begin to imagine how happy I am just to have you in front of me. These past 10 years have been hell for me without you. I've felt so empty without you in my life. When you left that day I was so heartbroken my heart shatter into pieces and I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true I love you and I haven't stopped loving you and I don't want to let you go ever again and I want us to talk again I want you to be apart of my life again and I want to be apart of your life." I said feeling a little breathless. She looks into my eyes not giving anything away. " G, if I said that I moved on and that I stopped loving you I would be lying. I never stopped loving you, I don't think I would ever stop, but you have so much going on right now for you, you just released your new album which I'm sure means that you will be going on tour soon. You will be on the road most of the time and I still have the second leg of my tour to do and we both will be busy maybe even too busy to have anything going on between us. Besides I would still only be a distraction for you." She says as she looks down. " why do you keep saying that Hal, your not a distraction to me. In fact you being away from me is a distraction. Yes we might be really busy at the moment with the way our careers are going, but baby we love each other and I know that we can make things work I'm willing to try if you are Hal." I said to her " It's not that I don't want to be with you G I do I have always wanted to be with you G, but we haven't seen each other in 10 years we are different people than we were before. I'm willing to try, but I think it's best if we just start as friends and work our way up." She said that's not a no G and honestly better then her just turning you down. " okay, can I say I'm honestly surprised that you are willing to do this after all these years I thought you hated me." I said looking down not being able to look at her just imagining the pain I have caused her. " I never hated you G, I was mad at you but that was it. I was mad that you didn't feel like you could come to me to talk about it and that you thought I wouldn't understand, I knew how much the rapping thing meant to you, and I would've of never dreamt of holding you back from it. I love you too much to hate you and I left because I didn't want to be an obstacle for you since you already felt like you couldn't talk to me about it. I left because I loved you too much and I wanted you to succeed and It may sound wrong and I don't mean this unkindly, but I'm am so glad that I did leave because look at you G, look at all the things you have accomplished I couldn't be more proud of you G I was always cheering for you believe it or not." She said with a proud smile. Which caused me to blush " wow Hal I honestly thought you hated me are you still mad at me?" "I was mad at you for a while but not anymore G." " I'm so sorry Hal that I hurt us and that I hurt you I was I guess scared I should've known better to know you would be supportive and I am really truly sorry more than you could ever know and I plan to spend the rest of my life making it up." I say holding her hand. She smiles and gives me a reassuring smile.
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Him & I (G-Eazy)Fanfiction
Gerald and Halsey are high school sweethearts. They have this love like no other but soon is broken as G leaves Halsey to pursuit his dream. 10 years pass and they bump into each others life again what will happen next? Only time as well as their lo...