Louis got up from whatever he's doing and turned. When his eyes met mine he dropped what he was holding in his hand.
His jaw dropped as I stared at him with a blank expression on my face. His hands started to shake very hard.
Thousands of inexpressible emotions were between us and it was super cool awkward for me.
Louis hasn't changed a bit though. Ever sparkling sea-green eyes, soft and feathery hair which is usually messy as hell, his small curved hips, his cute nose and every-single-thing!
Someone has to break this because I'm falling more and more inside me.
"Hey! Lou, where do I keep these?!?!" An enthusiastic blonde haired boy came. He saw me and gave a confused look.
Same blonde hair and blue eyes. That little kid was talking about him.
"Oh, hello! You must be Lou's roommate! I'm- " He started to introduce himself but I interrupted him.
"I don't care and I don't mind you being here but get the hell out of my way." I saw as he stood beside Louis who was smirking as if what he expected has happened.
I made my way to my bed which was right next to Louis. I kept the bag near my table and relaxed. I heard that blonde guy whispering to Louis.
"What do you mean you guys know each other?!" He asked in surprise and Louis said something back to him.
"Oh fuck! Really?! He's Harry Styles you said. And man, it's true, he has that same goddamn attitude."
So Mr Tomlinson had already said about me to him. Interesting.
"Ahem!" That blonde guy fake coughed as I gave him a look.
"I'm Niall Horan." He extended his hands.
"I'm Harry Styles," I said as I took his hands and gave a firm shake.
"Um. You guys know each other, right?" Niall asked as he looked between me and Louis.
"He was my best friend," Louis answered and shook his head towards Niall as if he doesn't want him to ask questions.
"Yeah Niall, I was his best friend," I said looking at Louis.
Louis whispered Niall to shut up and again we made eye contact but this time it was different. Louis' eye was giving me so many emotions, love, hurt, sorry, betrayal, hate and so much I couldn't explain.
Yeah, love. He confuses me a lot. I broke the stupid eye contact between us and turned to Niall who was in awe and enjoying by seeing us.
"Hey, um.. a small kid was searching for you. The kid will be like a smaller version of you..." I said in my deep and rough voice.
"He's my little nephew, Theo. Okay, I gotta go. See ya both later." Niall waved at us and went.
I directly went to my bed and laid down relaxing my muscle. I looked around our room. It was very big for two people. Two beds and in between the beds two nightstands, a television, a table and an attached bathroom.
I turned to my right and looked at the person I've to be with. Louis was seeing something on his phone with a gentle smile on his face. His soft features are more prominent as a beam of light is reflecting on his mobile.
I slowly started to fall asleep and the last thing I remember is Louis' gentle laughs.
After a few hours, I woke up and stretched my arms and looked around. Louis was not there and I'm not worried about it.
It's the best time to talk to a special person.
Zayn is the only person I'm talking with, he's the only one person I can trust now. He's in Bradford. Louis introduced me to Zayn. We've seen each other but he's so damn special to me. In my past when everyone left me, he stayed. He stayed by my side no matter what.
I pushed him away but he didn't give up on me, he stayed. When I asked him why he said
"I'm not giving up on you that easily, Haz. I'll not leave you, ever. Take your time, I'm here."
Even though he stayed by side I haven't told him what happened between me and Louis till now and he didn't even ask why.
I took my laptop and video called him. He took after a few seconds with his beautiful and cheerful smile that he wears always. Genuine one.
"Hey Harrah, how are ya, buddy?" Zayn asked me as he ruffled his hair. I rolled my eyes.
"I came to my dorm room and took some rest. I was bored so I called you." I said and closed my eyes for a second.
"Haz, something is wrong. What happened?" Zayn asked me in a serious voice.
This is what makes him so special. He knows how I'm just by hearing a sentence from me.
"It's.. my roommate."
"Who's your roommate?!" Zayn asked me as he came forward to listen.
"LOUIS TOMLINSON? REALLY? THAT BASTARD. YOU GUYS ARE AGAIN TOGETHER? I MEAN, HE'S YOUR ROOMMATE AND YOU BOTH ARE IN THE SAME COLLEGE. OH MY LORD! THIS IS FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE. SOMEONE PINCH ME AND SAY I'M DREAMING. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! JDGSNXHSK!" Zayn screamed. This is what I was afraid of. Him getting hyper after hearing it. I didn't even say his name fully.
"CALM YOUR FREAKING NERVES DOWN!!"
He calmed and mumbled a small sorry.
"Z, I don't know what to do. My heart aches every time I see him. The worst is we both are in the same freaking room." I let out a frustrated sigh and grabbed my curls.
"Haz, it's okay, I can understand. Did you talk with.. him..?"
"No Zee, neither of us did. He went out somewhere so I called you. I've to be with him. I want you here so badly." I said in my sad tone. There is more one week for the college to get started. I planned to get earlier here but who knew me and Louis had the same thinking. Zayn will be also studying with me in the same college but he'll be coming later.
"Haz, I'll come very soon. Now my cutie pie, gimme your beautiful smile." Zayn raised his eyebrow with his cheeky smile. I gave up and smiled showing my dimples.
We talked for a few more minutes and we ended the call.
Louis came to room as I groaned 'cause I've to spend an awkward night with Mr Tomlinson.
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