Change. We say change is the only thing which is permanent. Yeah? I accept it 'cause that's what happening in my life for the past few years. How many times 'change' comes in a person's life? Once..? Twice...? Thrice..?
I don't mind the change in my life unless and until it brings my past back. I don't even want to think about it even for one second.
The thing which I desperately want to forget. My past. Because of that one person.
Stop thinking about it.
I sighed as I got out of my taxi and saw the big campus in which I'm gonna be for three years. I took my bags and made my way to the boy's dorm room but before going to my room I've to fill some paper for the registration. It's just a signing paper.
I done what they said and gave the papers back to them. As I turned I was meet by a pair of little blue eyes.
I shook my head to clear my going-to-come thoughts as that little boy with blonde hair looked up at me with his blue eyes. I gave him a small smile which surprised me. It's been very rare of me smiling. Oh, before I was not like this...
"Hey, do you know where my uncle is?" The little blonde boy asked me blinking his small eyes.
He has a pretty little eyes too. Those eyes which can make a person to do anything and everything for him.
Stop it, Harry!
I gave that little boy puzzled look. "Oh, he'll be like a bigger version of me but fake blonde hair!" He let out a little laugh.
"Anyways, I gotta go! Bye!" That little boy ran away before I say anything.
Why today I'm thinking about the person whom I wanted to forget in my life forever?
I know how to distract myself from these evil thoughts of mine. I took my mobile and headphone out of my bag and started to play music.
Back To You started playing.
I didn't bother to change the song even though I know it'll affect me so much.
I know you say you know me, know me well
But these days I don't even know myself, no
I always thought I'd be with someone else
I thought I would own the way I felt, yeah.
I call you but you never answer
I tell myself I'm done with wicked games
But then I get so numb with all the laughter
That I forget about the pain
I entered the long and big hallways of the boy's dorm room. I sighed as I realise my room is in the end somewhere and I've to walk more.
Whoa, you stress me out, you kill me
I and he will always sing this song together and laugh.
You drag me down, you fuck me up
The happiness we enjoy just by each other's presence.
We're on the ground, we're screaming
I shouldn't be thinking about him.
I don't know how to make it stop
I can't put myself and stop this song which is playing through my ears which gives the way to bring my past back.
I love it, I hate it, and I can't take it
I was just a few steps away from my dorm room. I've to concentrate hard to take each step forward. I reached my already opened dorm room. I didn't bother to check who is my roommate but now I feel for it. I didn't expect this person. The person who made me experience paradise and hell at the same time. The person whom I loved and hated the most in the world. The person I didn't want to see ever again in my life.
But I keep on coming back to you.
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Change // Larry Stylinson AUFanfiction
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