Hours had past and I was still in the same field. Jack hadn't left but he was just sitting their watching me. the sun had set and the moon had come out shingling over the both of us. I kept playing out the scenarios in my head if what might have happened. Jack broke my train of thought.
"Kelly we should get going, your going to freeze" I almost forgot that I was in running shorts and a short shirt. I didn't want to leave because here, at this spot. nothing seemed to be able to get to me. Jack walked over to me and put his arm on my shoulder but I flinched away. "please kelly, your going to get sick" I laughed "I already am sick, I'm sick of you, I'm sick of college, it's funny tho isn't it? I haven't even been their a full semester and people are already treating me horribly" Jack sighed and bent down to his knees.
"Kelly, I promise I will do whatever it takes to make sure that those bastards leave you alone, but also remember that they never did it so nobody thinks different of you" he put his hand on my cheek. "Kelly can you forgive me? I know not now but ever?" I don't know how to answer that. he never really did do anything to me but what if he never changed his mind. "what do you think I should do Jack?" I don't know why I asked him the question it just felt right.
"Jack what would you do if I tried something like this on you? take my position what would you do?" He pondered my question to find the right answer. "Kelly I think that I would try again and see what happens because nothing happened" he was right. I turned away from him and he just sat down right beside me and he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. he whispered softly into my ear "Kelly just don't give up and don't disappear" don't disappear? we're could I go?
I managed to let Jack pick me up and carry me to his car. my body felt drain so I didn't have any energy left in me to run home. Jack was still carrying me when he carried me to my bed and sat me down. I thought he would try to sleep with me in the same bed but he didn't. He just went to sleep.
After about an hour of trying to sleep I just couldn't. I thought I heard Jack snoring so I just pulled on a pair of converse and walked outside. Their was a group of drunkies walking one way so I decided to walk the other. I just needed to clear my head. I know that I will end up forgiving Jack I already decided that I just don't knew when to do it. I crossed a small path way that led to a grassy area and I just laid down and looked to the stars.
After about twenty minutes I heard rustling of leaves and Jack came over, I knew sooner or later he would. "kelly?" I just patted the spot next to me and he came and laid beside me. "do you know why i love the stars Jack?" he scooted as close as he could to me. "why?"
"Because I like to picture out hearts as stars. their full of secrets and burn bright until one days their fire just goes out. their so mysterious but yet so far away" he hooked his arm around mine "well Kelly I think our hearts are those starts" he pointed to the sky and their were two stars connecting together. "sometimes I think that, but then sometimes I think that my fire has already burnt out" he sighed but sat up and put his weight onto one elbow. "Kelly your so wrong, how can you not see that you are perfect?" I laughed "how can I be perfect... no one sees it truly" he grabbed me and sat my up so that we were eye level. "I do" then he kissed me.
I don't know if he was being selfish or truly cared but I allowed him to kiss me. he deepened the kiss and I laid back into the grass. he was hovering over me now and nuzzling his face into my hair. "don't disappear" he whispered it again. He started to kiss me again and fumble with my top but people came into view. "Jack" he nodded and picked me up and sprinted into the dorms.
He laid me down on his bed and he took of his shirt. he got back on to of me and began to kiss up my neck. "Jack" I wanted to do this, at least I think I did but I was so drained. he pulled back and looked into my eyes and he could see the bags. "okay...okay" he pulled off his jeans and just snuggled up next to me. "good night" and he just squeezed me as hard as he could until I let out a little yelp.
"Good night" then he loosened his grip a little bit and repeated "don't disappear" into my ear and I couldn't help think that maybe I did start to disappear but Jack is holding me together.
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Forever and EverTeen Fiction
Kelly had a normal childhood until the day her dad died. She went to college to relight the flame that was burnt out when he passed away, but did she? With her new male roommate, was she able to live a normal college life? Did he have secrets that w...