i felt something weird that day mommy.
my heart was pounding in my chest.
my palms were getting wet.
my forehead was leaking.
my whole body was feeling weak.
my mind kept on replaying
when he smiled and waved at me.
how close his face was to mine,
how close his body was to mine,
how his clothes were a bit big on me,
and why was i still wearing his clothes?!
what is going on with me?!
why am i feeling this weird feeling?!
why am i thinking about that mean boy?
why do i want to see him again?
frustratingly scribbled on collarbone.