THE LIGHT IN THE SHADOW .....AND THE SHADOW IN THE LIGHT !

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-THE LIGHT IN THE SHADOW ...AND THE SHADOW IN THE LIGHT ! -

im going to tell you a story a very special story ...im not gonna tell you just yet what its about but in order to find out you must keep on reading.....

hi my name is raven i am a gothic dark guy with a short but yet long history .......

my real name is classified but you may call me RAVEN ,,,in some cases its shadow or black cat ...

lets start with a little bit of my bio 

when i was younger one of the very first things i was immediately introduced to was video games ......

i was nothing like how i ended up today ...i was ALIVE  FLEXIBLE ATHLETIC VERY FAST AND OFF COURSE VERY ENERGETIC .....ohhh like any normal child i would play with toys alot they where my facination before videogames why ? because playing with toys is a 2 point of view kind of thing the person watching the the other person play has a much more boring point of view ...the fun is within the player ....for when playing with toys is like a dangerous adventure without the danger ...its an expression of the mind and an exercise of imagination ....thats when the PLAYSTATION 2 came into my life ....and im pretty sure that the very first video game i played was a racing game ......yes a racing game ....the explanation for why im soo good at racing games today .....then later on came MORTAL COMBAT 1234 and all that good stuff .....my first car game was FORZA MOTORSPORT ! ......then later on when i was like around 6 i got introduced to other racing games and GOD OF WAR  and TWISTED METAL wich is what kept making me very slowly dark inside .......more blood gore and darkness .......the thing is i was a very possitive child and i was slowly getting corrupted ....it wasnt just the videogames that made me dark no no no ...it was being so god dahm lonely .....i mean yeah yeah i had a family and all but i out grew them at a early age why ? .....let me start with my mother MY MOTHER i loved her and all but everytime she would try to show me whats right it would piss me off ........not only that but she didnt revolve around me much ...she revolved around me but not as much as my DAD my dad had so much affection for me then my mom wich is how i out grew my mother. My brothers they like cared about me but they where always older then me so i was kind of pushed to the side allooot ......and yeah its not hard to not revolve around someone who doesnt want to be around you much .......how did i stop revolving around my father ......welll uh he rarely was in the house sooo i rarely saw him i only saw him at night ......thats still how it is today .......so that led me to feel very empty ...i wasnt into anything but videogames and toys sometimes i felt like they where my only friends .....i didnt have any friends either XD idk why ...hmmmm......oh thats right i had trouble fitting in much since i was young i didnt know my purpose in life and yeah it was kind of boring being a child but the imagination keeps it kind of alive ...........

But one night i stood out my window and i could feeeeeeel the air 

the thing is i was much of an insider .....

but when i was at that window at night i could feel this LARGE  AMOUNT OF ENERGY....call me crazy but this is the truth ...idk if anyone else feeels this way about night or has felt this before but i know what i felt and still feel today .....

eversince that night i got like this rocket start in movement i started to move run and sprint alot more then ussual 

idk it just happened this is when i disscovered exactly how FU@!#G FAST I WAS ! also i started to get an erge to exercise .....and in a short period of time i developed some what of a muscular structured body ..............i lost all the weight i had ...because i was actually a fat baby ^.^

um so yeah after that i stopped playing video games alot let and got a little more active 

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