"Even the best days come to an end."
March 5, 2016 - 02:13 -
There are good days and bad days. Some days worse than others and some days I feel numb. Sure, I say I've gotten better - but it's not like I don't have that negative feeling in me anymore.
March 5, 2016 - 13:01 -
Rae has been nothing but quiet today and I'm worried. I just want to know if she's okay.
Can I just have a small heart to heart with you guys? I don't know, I'm really emotional right now and I feel like I should be used to this already. We're having a get together at my house right now - and yeah, it might be my fault but - my family doesn't realize I'm even here. I went downstairs to try to be social and ended up being ignored so I went back up to my room. So now I'm up here typing this and eating a cold fish sandwich (because everyone ate an hour ago) - that I had to get from my cousin because everyone ate them - and crying because I realized that the only time my family recognizes I'm not down there is when I actually tell them I wasn't there. I know it shouldn't matter - but yeah - it hurts.
Sorry for that.
You're wonderful <3
Thanks for reading :)
- Hannah xoxo