Chapter 95:Grief

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****MAKE SURE YOU PRESS PLAY ON THE VIDEO WHEN I TELL YOU TO "**START MUSIC**" it's very important that y'all get the feel of everything!!! Read along with the lyrics and the story I put in bewtween the lyrics . This song is from the 60's and I love it. No I'm not that old, I'm 24 for anyone wondering. SORRY FOR ANY MISSPELLING OR GRAMMAR ERRORS!! I DIDN'T PROOFREAD!! ENJOY!! HAPPY NEW YEAR🎉🎊



I dropped my cell phone and it slowly hit the floor. I kept replaying what my sister just told me.
"Kelsey mommy passed away." It was like my whole body shut down. I stumbled as I sat on my bed as tears fell from my eyes.
**Start Music**
I rushed to my closet rumbling through everything until I found what I was looking for.
I opened the pack and took out my stress reliever.
"Oh she may be weary
Them young girls they do get wearied
Wearing that same old shaggy dress, yeah, yeah"
I looked at my boys as they slept in their bassinet.
"But when she gets weary
Try a little tenderness, yeah, yeah"
The girls was sleep in their room. I went stumbled outside to our balcony and fell to the floor. Tears fell as I managed to stand back up.
"You know she's waiting"
I sat in the chair on the balcony and lit my cigarette.
"Just anticipating
The thing that you'll never, never, never, never possess, yeah, yeah
But while she's there waiting
Without them try a little tenderness"
I inhaled the smoke as my eyes fluttered close as more tears continued to fall.
"Why ma....Why you leave me?"I cried.
"It's not just sentimental no, no, no"
I exhaled the smoke and shook my head.
"Maaaaaaaaaaaaa" I sobbed.
"She has her grief and care, yeah, yeah, yeah"
I tried to take deep breaths to calm down but couldn't.
"But the soft words they are spoke so gentle, yeah"
I cried louder as I held my chest.
"It makes it easier, easier to bear, yeah"
I heard my babies crying but couldn't move as I started to shake and cry harder.
"You won't regret it no, no"
"KELSEY!!!" Que yelled as he walked onto the balcony.
"Young girls they don't forget it"
"KELS?" He said as he kneed down.
"Love is their whole happiness, yeah, yeah, yeah"
"She's mommy is gone" I cried as he grabbed me trying to comfort me but something in my head just made me snap. I went crazy.
"But it's all so easy
All you got to do is try"
I screamed, kicked and swung my arms
"Try a little tenderness
All you got to do is, man, hold her when you wanna
Squeeze her, don't tease her, never leave her
Get to her, got, got, got to try a little tenderness, yeah, yeah
Why she had to leave me
You got to know how to love her, man
Don't be surprised, man
You got to squeeze her, don't tease her, never leave
You got to hold her, brother, something, man
Try a little tenderness, yeah, yeah, yeah
You got to grab her gently, man
Don't bruise her, no, no
You got to love her, tease her, don't squeeze her
You got to try, na na na na na
Try, try a little tenderness, yeah
Watch her groove
You got to know what to do, man
Take this advice
You gotta love, squeeze, don't tease"

The next day......

       I'm eyes fluttered opened. I was in my bed under the covers. I heard laughter and recognize it as Kali and Kellie laughs. I laid there. I heard one of the boys whine a little. They was in their bassinet. Jaeson starting crying louder. I tried to get up but Que rushed in. He looked at me and froze.
"Lay back down, I got him" he said in a sweet voice. I did as he said. 10 minutes later Jaeson was back to sleep. Que sat on the side of the bed I was on. He rubbed my back.
"You need anything?" He asked. I shook my head no.
"You hungry?" He asked. I shook my head no again. He sighed.
"Kels please talk to me. I wanna know that you ok. I'm here Kels and I ain't going no where" he said. I just closed my eyes as tears streamed down my face. He gentle wiped them and kissed my cheek.
"I love you" he whispered. I just nodded my head. He got up and left the room. I soon drifted back to sleeps. I remember hearing my name being softly called. I opened my eyes and it was my two older sisters Jess and Tiara. I immediately started crying and so did they. We embraced each other.

2 weeks later...
We laid my mom to rest yesterday. She wasn't buried, we got her cremated and me and my 2 sisters all have a small vase with her remains. It was on my night stand. Call me crazy I don't care. I traced her engraved name and smiled.
"Hi mommy" Kali said coming into my room. I smiled.
"Hi baby. You had fun at school." I asked her as I hugged her. She nodded her head fast.
"Lots of fun" she said. I smiled kissing her cheeks.
"Where's your daddy?" I asked heading out the room with her right behind me.
"Outside yelling at a lady" she said nonchalant. I damn near broke my neck.
"What! What lady?" I Damn near yelled. She shrugged. I rushed down the steps. Kellie was sleep on the couch with her backpack still on. I went to the window and he was indeed arguing with so chick. She was brown skin. She was pretty, nice body. the fuck does Que know this chick. I opened the door stepping out making sure to close it behind me.
"Que...everything ok?" I asked him. The girl stopped yelling and eyed me.
"Yea Everything good bae..go back inside. I'll be in in a a sec" He said. I nodded about to head inside but she said something.
"So this is wifey? Nice to meet you wifey I'm Racheal" she said with attitude. I looked at Que than at her. Deep breaths Kels, I told myself. I know this is not what the fuck I think it is.

To be continued....

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