When I woke up, I went home. When Will saw me, he quickly hugged me. I cried. Again.

"Shhh. Everything will be okay" he said.

"Thank you for taking care of Jinwoo. I owe you so much" I said then pulled away from the hug. 

"Anytime" he said.

He bid goodbye to Jinwoo before leaving. Jinwoo approached me.

"Noona" he called.

"Can you give me a hug? I badly need one" I said then kneel down. He hugged me.

"Thank you. I love you so much" I said. I pulled away.

"Is Namjoon hyung okay Noona?" He asked.

"Yes. He is okay" I lied.

"When will he visit me?" He asked.

"Soon baby. Soon"


My phone rang. Jangjun was calling.


"How are you?"

"Fine. I guess"

"Don't attend trainings"

"What? No. I will. We have a contest coming up"

"Contest or Namjoon?"


"See? Take care of Namjoon. Don't worry. MDC will be fine"

"Thank you"

"You're welcome. I love you. Take care"

"I love you too"

He ended the call. It's normal for us to say I love you to each other. Jinwoo approached me.

"Noona, can we visit Namjoon hyung?" He asked.

"We'll see okay?" I said and dialed Eomma's number.


"Eomma, Jinwoo is asking if he could visit Namjoon"

"Of course. Of course. I would love to see him"

"Arasseo. See you in a bit Eomma"

"Take care"

I hang up. I changed Jinwoo's clothes and we go to the hospital. He was so excited to see Namjoon. When we arrived, Ji hee couldn't stop hugging him. Jinwoo likes to hug everyone.

"What a cute boy" Eomma said and I just smiled.

"Dara, you and Jinwoo can enter the room now" Appa said and I nodded. "Jinwoo, come here. We'll see Namjoon hyung" I said.

He hold my hand and together, we entered the room. Jinwoo quickly stand beside him.

"Why is hyung sleeping? He should wake up now right?" He asked.

"Yeah, he should" I answered.

Jinwoo started to tell some stories. I smiled. Jinwoo loves Namjoon a lot. After a few minutes, we left the room.

"Hon, Ji hee, Dara. I need to go. I have work to do" Appa said. He bid goodbye to us and left. After a few minutes, the boys came. I didn't entered the room because I want them to have some alone time with Namjoon.


"Dara. Wake up"

I opened my eyes and saw Hoseok. "We're leaving now" He said and I nodded.

"Where's Jinwoo?" I asked.

"Here" I looked at Ji hee. He is sleeping on her shoulder. I stand up. "Maybe your tired. Rest now" I said then carried Jinwoo in my arms.

I started to sway. I saw Eomma and Appa inside the room. They must be really tired. Ji hee together with Eomma decided to eat.

"How about you Noona?" Ji hee asked.
"I'm not hungry" I said then smiled. "I know you're hungry. We'll just take out some food for you and Jinwoo" Eomma said.

"Kamsahamnida" I said then they left. I entered Namjoon's room. I laid down Jinwoo in the couch. I sat beside Namjoon.

I buried my face on the mattress. Stay awake Dara. Stay awake. I looked at Namjoon.

"I miss your laugh. I miss your smile. I miss your hug. I miss your kiss. I miss you. I miss you so much" I said.

I looked at Jinwoo. He's still asleep. I stand up. I moved my face closer to Namjoon until our lips met. I was about to pull away but I feel a hand on my cheek.

My eyes widened.

He's awake.

I smiled between the kiss as tears rolled down on my face. I slowly pulled away. He looked at me and smiled.

"I love you" he said.

I hugged him and cried.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you" he whispered then kissed my earlobe.

"Aniyo. It doesn't matter to me anymore. What matter the most is for you to be better" I said then pulled away.

"I swear I will kill you if you get out of this hospital" I said.

He laughed.

"Hyung?!" Jinwoo said.

He quickly get on the bed. He was so happy that Namjoon is awake now.

5 days left. I need to find a heart donor as soon as possible.

If only I could donate my own heart I will.

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