i couldn't think. my mind clouded with the fact that I just hurt my best friend. I never knew it hurt him so much. But I was scared. When I was with Chris I was scared that I would fall in love with my best friend. I was scared to death by the fact that our relationship could be ruined. I was scared about what the media would think and I was scared that I would hurt him. but i guess that's what I ended up doing in the first place.
~~filming of the perfect score~~
I waited in my trailer waiting for Chris my heart racing. I was about to do something I never expected to do. I was going to break up with the man who loved me.
it was not because I didn't love him. it was because I was scared of loving someone. having someone around me that could care about me more then anything. I don't know why but I wasn't ready.
there was a soft knock on the door. I frowned a took a deep breath before walking toward the door. "hey babe." Chris said walking in. he closed the door and then tried to walk to me.
"wait." i said and he gave me a confused look.
"what wrong?" he asked.
"Chris. we have to talk."
I had to talk to him. I guess it was time for me to tell him the truth. Dogger came walking toward me looking sad. I gave him a small smile. "wanna go for a walk?" I asked and went to get his leash. "let's go see your 'father' "
I arrived at our old spot...well I guess it would be his spot now. he took care of it, he was the one who came here. not be this was his spot.
"come on dogger." I said and we walked through the woods. once I came upon the tree house I took a deep breath and saw Chris sitting on one of the chairs. he was looking out at the lake in front of him that dogger just jumped into.
"I asked for some space." he said.
"please. I need to talk to you."
"I don't want to talk to you." he said. that hurt. he was always the person that would talk to me. that never spoke to me like that even when things were bad. he was my light in the dark. but now i stood in the dark alone.
"I know you don't and I can't blame you. and you wanted a answer so I will give you a answer." I said he still hasn't responded so I started talking again. "I want you know I never wanted to hurt you. I was just scared...I was scared of getting hurt myself."
"I never would have hurt you." he said turning to me.
"yeah I know. I am really sorry. I was just afraid of being in love."
"why didn't you ever talk to me?" he asked standing up walking toward me.
"I don't know I was really stupid." I said. my voice was shaky because of how close he was to me. I felt his breath on my face.
"do you know how hard it was to see you move on so fast?" he said tears in his eyes.
"it was never the same from what we had."
"but you got married."
"one of the biggest mistakes of my life." i replied. we stood there staring at each other in the eyes when Dogger comes up to chris from behind and jumps on him making him fall into me and I fall backwards. he caught me in his arms and we were so close together. I heard his breath. i couldn't hold back those feeling i have kept in for so long. the ones I thought i have hid forever. I did something I thought i would never do again unless on screen.
I kiss Chris Evans.
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Just another evansson story because i have a serious obsession with these two and i may have a slight problem beside to be honest there ain't enough evansson stories. hope y'all enjoy