Chapter 76:Over It

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She fell on the floor holding her face. I just realized I hit her. I didn't mean to I really didn't, I never been the type to hit on woman. But why was she talking crazy like this, after all these years we been together after all the shit we been through and she go in say some crazy shit like this to me. She's not only threatening my freedom but my life with my children. I bent down and tried to pick her off the floor. She crawled away silently crying.
"Kels. I'm sorry. I swear." I told her. She looked at me as tears fell from her eyes. She shook her head no.
"No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I would never do that. I'm sorry" she cried. I hugged her.
"No I'm sorry. I should have never put my hands on you no matter what you said. I'm sorry" I said looking at her face. I picked her up and brought her to our room. I ran the bath and put her in it.
I watched Kelsey bath. I felt bad af. All these years we been together we never got physical, I never hit her. Yea she hit me a couple times before during heated arguments but I never laid a hand on her. Her saying she don't wanna marry me, and how she needed space, and her packing the girls stuff and her saying she would rat on me to the police. That shit had me pissed the fuck off. I went down stairs and Kali and Kellie was sleep on the coach. Justin was watching tv.
"Y'all good nigga?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yea we good. Thanks for keeping an eye on them" I told him. He nodded.
"I heard y'all arguing and it sounded like y'all was fighting or some shit" He said. I stared at him.
"Nah we wasn't fighting, just had a little disagreement nothing to big." I told him not wanting everyone in our business. He shrugged his shoulders. What the fuck was up with this nigga? I watched his body language and you can tell he had an attitude about something.
"What's up with you?" I asked him.
"Nothing, I'm good" he shrugged. I just watched him.
"Well nigga you acting like you ain't good. You look like you wanna say sum" I said.
"Nahhh" He said nonchalant. Something was up with this nigga.
"Iight...but I'm bout to put them in their bed. I got work in a few." I said trying to hint for him to leave. He nodded but was still sitting there.
"Your feet don't work or sum nigga?" I asked. He looked up at me with a glare. He stood up and walked to the door.
"I'll catch you later" he said leaving. I just looked at the door. What the fuck is his problem and why the fuck he act like he got a problem with me all of a sudden. I shook my head and picked up a sleeping Kali and Kellie and brought them to there room. I peaked into our room and Kelsey was in her night gown getting in bed. I went in and sat down on the bed facing her. She looked at me with puffy eyes. Her face wasn't bruised or nothing.
"I'm ok" she said.
"No you not. I hit you. I'm sorry" she smiled small.
"It was an accident. I know you would never intentionally hurt me. I'm sorry I said that Que. you know I would never do no fucked up shit like that to you. I just said it because I was mad and wanted you to get mad. " she said. I just looked at her. She layed back on the bed. I laid down on her and hugged her. I buried my face in her neck and kissed it.
"I don't know how many times I can apologize but I'm sorry" I said into her neck. He ran her fingers through my waves.
"I love you" She said. I looked up at her and she was crying.
"Why you crying" I asked her. She looked away biting her bottom lip.
"I'm sorry, I love you." she cried.
"I love you too Kels. Stop crying" I told her.

   I laid in bed thinking about todays events. Que left to work 2 hours ago and I've been crying my eyes out. Not because of the argument we had or because he hit me. It was because I feel so bad for cheating with his own cousin. What the fuck made me think that was ok. When we was talking before he left I wanted to tell him so bad but couldn't. I needed to break this shit off with me and Justin and I need to tell Que the truth. My phone rung making me jump. I grabbed it off the side table. Justin. I let it rang and it soon stopped. But than it rung again. I answer it on the 6th rang.
"What do you want" I said already catching an attitude.
"Fuck is your problem?" Justin asked.
"Nothing...what do you want?" I said getting annoyed.
"What's up with your fucking nasty ass attitude? What the fuck was you and Que arguing about, what was all that noise?" He asked. I fucked my teeth.
"Nothing that concern you." I simply said. He chuckled. But what the fuck was funny.
"Whatever man. I'm bout to come through tho." He said.
"What! No your not. You know that shit don't go down here and plus I'm really not tryna be fucking with you like that" I told him. He was quiet.
"So What you tryna day?" He asked sounding mad.
"Justin you know what I'm trying to say. I fucks up ok. This shit is eating me alive. I should of never stopped so low and fucked you." I said. He chuckled.
"Ain't it a little too late for that shit. Well owell. You acting like this was a one time thing. How many times have we fucked? Now you feeling bad? For what? You wasn't feeling bad when you was riding my dick and you damn sure wasn't feeling bad when I was eating your pussy. So shut that shit the fuck up" he said.
"FUCK YOU!" I yelled into the phone.
"You already did that baby girl! And you loved every second of it. I'm gonna let you slide tonight but tomorrow you better have your ass over here by 9" he said.
"And if I don't." I said. He chuckled.
"Let's just say Que won't be the only one knocking you the fuck out" he said.
"You know what fuck you Justin! And I'm telling Que" I said before hanging up. I threw my phone on the bed. Shit, what fuck am I suppose to do? I can't tell Que, he would kill Justin and maybe me. Fuck

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