I walked to Starbucks as it was only about 20 minutes walk away and I wanted to burn calories anyway. When I got there I saw Tessa standing outside, when she saw me she launched herself into my arms and gave me a massive hug.
I was planning on getting a green tea or a Caffe Latte because they are my 'safe drinks' but it was special offer on Frappes and Tessa managed to persuade me to buy a LARGE Cookie Mocha crumble.
We chatted for ages and laughed but after about half any hour I couldn't stand the feeling of being full with of my extremely calorific drink. I told Tessa that I needed to get home to pack the rest of my things which was kind of true.
We said our goodbyes and hugged each other before making our way home. Once I was around the corner I ran as fast as I could all the way home. It took me 10minutes to run home meaning the fatty drink I had consumed had been inside me for 40 minutes which meant purging it wouldn't make a difference because I would have already absorbed most of the calories.
I was on edge and I knew that even though purging wouldn't work I had to do it anyway or my anxiety would play with my head.
I couldn't go into the house because Cameron was inside and he would hear so I snuck around the side of my house where an alley way was.
I bent over and stuck my fingers down my throat. It wasn't working. My eyes were watering as I continues to gag. I carried on pushing my fingers down my throat until I felt the contents of my stomach make its way up my throat. It was easy after that all I had to do was squeezing my stomach muscles and it would come out. After I was done I wiped my eyes and unlocked the front door.
Cameron was in his bedroom packing the remains of his clothes and I knew I should start doing the same.
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I'm Cameron Dallas's little sister and I may seem happy on the outside but I'm nowhere near on the inside. Everybody loves Cam he's doing so well and then there's little fat me. I know I need help for my problems but I'm scared. Know one knows and t...