I once missed the idea of liking someone. I actually wanted to have a crush. Because of the crazy drama it creates. Or the beautiful feelings I get a few times when I see that specific person.
But I forgot. I forgot how terrible it was. I regret having such thoughts.
When you came along, I thought it was going to be okay. I only grew quiet and thought of behaving my wild self.
But yet it grew worse and I was definitely not ready.
Every second around you felt like torture. Your smile that shines bright points directly at me and I feel my heart tighten in so much emotions. My fingers type fluidly away on the screen and yet when I see you in person every part of me freezes and I can no longer function well.
I regret it. I regret it so much. But if I didn't talk to you, I would have missed a whole damn lot.
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A Collection of My Thoughts || Poems & Prose (Inspired by Lang Leav) #wattys2019
PoetryHighest Rank in Poetry: #18 This is a collection of poems and prose that I wrote. Inspired by Lang Leav's Memories, The Universe of Us and other works of hers. Enjoy :))
