Chapter • 18

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Holly's POV

It was 11:30am when I woke up. I didn't want to move so I lay staring at the plain ceiling above. Mum and Dad were coming back home tomorrow and Cameron and I were moving out the next. I was slightly relieved Cameron knew now, because I wouldn't have to hid anymore... well when I was around him and I knew he was going to help me which I did and didn't want.

My depression was bad this morning my thoughts wouldn't stop and I was numb all over. I didn't want to get out of bed or talk or breath.

I new what I had to do to get rid of these overwhelming distressing feelings but I couldn't bring myself to do it right now. I knew just one cut would help but Cam knew now so I would have to be careful.

After lying in bed for a while thinking I decided to drag myself out of bed. I slipped on a pair of black leggings, threw Cameron's red Magcon hoodie on and put my hair into a high pony tail.

I trudged down stairs to find Cameron on the phone to our parents.

I sat down at the table and just stared at the wall. After Cam was finished on the phone he offered me breakfast which I gladly accepted hoping it would make me feel slightly better.

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