What it's like to be like me.

How it started. ( atleast for me )

A/N: If this didn't happen the same way for you please don't assume that I'm saying it's the same way for everyone.

Now I'm going to start how I became this way from well since I was born. Or 2 or three years after.

I grew up with loving parents a sister. We were a  regular sized family. Now I also was close to my cousins. My aunt had five kids. I would play with them, my mom would watch them for my aunt when she was busy at work. Well to sum it up we were around each other a lot. I would see them at the least three times a week.

Now am going to describe them for oldest to youngest.

My oldest cousin was one of the nicest but I didn't hang out with her much due to me being older than me. I can't exactly tell how many years older she is than me due to how terrible my memory is. She would watch us but we were either outside or upstairs. (We were at my cousin's house most of the time cause it was bigger.)

Now the second oldest was with the oldest most the time so I didn't see her much either. She did set some rules but I only remember one of them and it was " Don't play my drums without asking." BUT I would still play it a little.

My favorite cousin of all of the five is the middle child. He is older than me by 4 or 3 years I can't remember exactly. He would pay attention to me and help me. We would also be nerds together and act like we were people from books and popular video games from back then.

This is the cousin that I fear the most. He would be nice sometimes but he would tease me. I know it sounds dumb but I would cry from it sometimes. He would call me names and hit me sometimes. I would tell my aunt and mom they would tell him to stop and put him in time out but he never did. I'm going to stop here with him because I have to move on to the next cousin.

The youngest was a complete and total beat. Not only would she tell people what to do but she would hurt me and my sister. My sister was three years older than her and I was four years older. When we were really little my older cousins were watching us when we where staying in a hotel. Now I have like 21 cousins on both my mom and my dad's sides of the family combined. So the four oldest cousins were watching us and I don't exactly remember why but the youngest cousin at the time scratched the skin off of my sister's face. That's right off. Of. Her. Face. When my parents got back and saw my sister crying with red marks running down her face the four older cousins blamed my sister. That's right the BLAMMED the victim. My mom and dad were furious. This took place before the incident of the last topic of the little brat she pushed me down her stairs. Now I didn't have to go to the hospital but due to the fact that these stairs where steep I got lots of bruises. It wasn't the worst thing she did though.

This one happened 2 years ago. Telling this story has brought me to tears because of 2 reasons. The first one was because I didn't do anything and the second is what happened. So my sister, my favorite cousin, and the brat where sitting on the couch watching my favorite cousin play a video game on his ds. My most feared and hated cousin where on their computer. So my sister was on the left and the brat was on the right. My sister was getting closer to my favorite cousin to get a better view and to cuddle. The brat started to get mad and you want to know what she did. SHE STARTED CHOCKING MY SISTER. And you want to know what my most feared and hated cousin told me to do IGNORE IT. I forgot a part before she started chocking my sister she was hitting her that's when he told me to ignore it. So when I turned around I yelled "MOM GET UP HERE ITS AN EMERGENCY!" My oldest cousin came up and when she saw what was happening she yelled "" AUNTY SHE ISN'T KIDDING!". My mom came running up with my aunt in tow. My aunt grabbed my cousin and said " You are grounded." And took her out of the room. We never got out of that house so fast. My aunt kept apologizing and we didn't see them for a week.

Well this brought back bad memories. Please stay tuned for the next chapter. Bye!