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(Kendall's Pov)

"How is he?" You asked the doctor once you saw him coming out of the emergency room. You've been waiting for more than three hours already.

You are a crying mess, you never thought something like this will happen to Y/N. And the worst is, it happened right in front of you. You got a panic attack and don't know what to do, but you thank god that 911 works and rescue came in no time.

You felt sorry for Kim as it is the day of her engagement party but you have to ditched it for Y/N. Your family didn't know you're in the hospital, because you don't want them to worry and you don't want to ruin Kim's party. Heck, no one knows you're in the hospital.

"Close call. A little delay we'd have lost him." The doctor said and all you can do is to listen and you cry again.

"W-when can I see him?" You asked between sob.

"You can see him now actually, before we transfer him to intensive care unit and then to the operating room if he become stable." The doctor explained and you nodded understandingly.

You've been thinking lately and you can't hold it anymore. You wanted to ask the doctor what've been bothering your mind. Seeing Y/N, being hit by a car and roll on the ground. What actually happened is he got hit and run. You didn't even catched the plate number of the car who hit him.

"W-what is the chance of living, doctor?"

"He's in a critical condition."

"Please give me a figure." You demanded.

"I can't righ—."

"Please!"

"Seventy - thirty. He only have 30% chance of living. But don't worry, we'll do everything we can. So if you'll excuse me, I need to talk to the nurses in charge."

30% chance of living? Fifty - fifty is worst, but thirty is even tragic. You didn't notice that you slowly automatically fell down on your knees. Just the thought of Y/N not making it through make you wanna end your life and just be with him to the next life.

The doctor came back holding something in his hand.

"By the way, we found this in his pocket." He handed you Y/N's cellphone, and folded piece of paper.

Your hands is shaking as you unlocked it using yours and his birth year combine. You smile mentally at the thought that he didn't changed his passcode and he didn't even deleted your fingerprint, but still, pain is there.

The moment you unlocked it, you've been greeted by the picture of you. It's your picture you never seen before. A candid photo of you which probably Y/N took.  You look at the paper with blood stains and unfold it.

My love,

Hey Kendall Nicole Jenner, I don't know if you'll gonna read this or not I just want to let this all out. I don't know what happened to us, but I just want to let you know that I love you so much. I asked for some space because I need to get myself together. Seeing you with Harry pains me, and seeing you kissing him kills me. I just asked for some space and there'll never a time that I thought of breaking up with you. I'm not breaking up with you, I just need some space. I will miss everything about you, the way you look at me with those brown orbs, God! Even an atheist could see heaven in your eyes. I love you. And every time we kissed, and our lips met, I always find home on the tip of your lips. I'm surely gonna miss those too. Well yea, I'm writing this letter to tell you how much I love you and how much I hate you at the same time, and eventhough how hard I try I still can't hate you. Remember when you told me that your love for me is never gonna change, but look what happened to us? Broken promises and shuttered dreams. I cannot hate you eventhough I tried, I really can't. I'm actucally loving you more each day. I fucking love you even if you don't reciprocate that love or you never reciprocated that love, I will always love you. Always remember that I love you so much my love and that'll never gonna change. I will never find someone, you're the only one in my heart.

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