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I’ve met someone. Someone who might be able to save me from this darkness. He treats me like a princess and when I’m with him I can finally escape the pain.
His name is Mike, he’s a bit older than me at 20 and Mum I know you will be thinking he’s too old for me but he really does look after me. He is just finishing up some computer course at college, so I guess him being in education would be a positive for you. I know you always preferred when I dated smart boys. He lives in a flat with some mates who all treat me like a little sister. Sometimes they can be a bit clingy and annoying but Mike never leaves my side for long. He is really protective of me which I love...most of the time. He is so thoughtful and caring. He loves me mum, he tells me all the time. My heart finally feels whole like a void has been filled. It’s amazing! I wish you could meet him, I’m sure you would love him just as much as I do. He’s promised he will always look after me, he says we will be together forever. I believe him. I can’t imagine life without him, I can’t imagine going back into the darkness that your death left me in. I refuse to go back to that. Mum I’m in love, my very first love. I hate that you aren’t here to talk too, to help me get ready for dates or to gossip and giggle with when I get home. I have no one to share this new lease of life with. Oh mum I am so happy; I just wish you were here to share this experience with me.
I miss you mum, as much as always. Wish me luck on my big date tonight. I am going to his house to watch some films. It will be nice having time just me and him for a change. Fingers crossed it will all be a good night. Things are finally starting to get better!
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A Daughters Grief (PAUSED INDEFINITELY)Teen Fiction
When you lose your mother how do you cope with the grief that follows? Scarletts only plausible idea is too write, write to let her mother know what she was missing.