Thursday 9/03/09
Dear Diary,
It's weird how fast some people get over death. No one even talks about Rebecca anymore except for me. I have never lost anyone close to me before, and I never want to again.
I am kind of wishing I chose to stay with my mom. When I was at her house she cried with me, talked to me about it, brought me food, all that. My dad hasn't said anything. I don't even know if he knows Rebecca died.
John wrote me a note saying he was sorry and he didn't mean anything he said. He said it wasn't my fault and if anything I was the reason that she lived for as long as she did. I can't get the words he said at the funeral out of my mind. I know that I was part of the reason she killed herself, I know that I was a crappy friend, I know that if I was there then this probably never would have happened.
The ONLY reason I am not going into a depression or something is because of Dillon. Every time I am thinking about how I could have stopped it, he is there telling me I couldn't have done anything. Every time I am about to cry, he is there handing me a tissue and giving me a hug. He is being such a good friend through all of this. He is the kind of friend Rebecca needed.
-Ally
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Teen FictionYou see the life of Ally, a normal teenager, through her diary. She goes through her parent’s divorce, her best friend’s suicide, and her newly found cancer. She also meets Dillon, the cute mysterious boy who could be the only one to help her throug...