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Y/n's POV

After getting home I took a long needed shower.

I needed that I don't feel nasty anymore.

"Y/n are you ok, do you wanna talk about what happened." Bill came in my room, it was ok since I was wearing some sweats and a shirt.

"Umm ok." I sigh sitting down on my bed, he sat next to me.

"There was this....-."

"Clown." He cut me off.

"How did you know?" I ask confusingly.

"W-well lets just say me and the other l-losers had an encounter with h-him many times last y-year." He said looking down at the floor.

"What kind of encounters?" I ask.

"We k-kinda beat the shit out of it." He laughed a little.

"You did?" I ask.

"Yeah, he killed my little brother." He looked over at me.

"You had a little brother?" I sigh softly.

"Y-yeah, Georgie, he was a cute little kid always wanting to have f-fun, one day Pennywise the f-fucking clown got him and I was very depressed f-for a w-while, t-trying to find h-him." He explained.

"I feel so bad." I say softly.

"Don't, h-he's in a better place now, I-I have gotten b-better it's been a years now." He placed his hand over mine.

"Y/n, I've b-been wanting to tell you something.....I-I like you." Bill was looking at me straight in the eyes.

"Bill." I sigh, I place my other hand over his check, he closed his eyes for a bit then opened them again.

"I-It's ok if you d-don't like me back, just k-know-." I cut him off.

"Bill...I do like you." He looks quite shocked as am I, why did I just say that?

"B-but....what about your b-boyfriend?" He asks...boyfriend?

"What boyfriend?" I giggle.

"Zion, isn't he your b-boyfriend?" He looks slightly confused.

"No, he never was I mean he was at some point but that was the past, I'm not dating anyone." I tell him.

"So....." Bill paused.

"Why don't we take it slow, get to know each other more and spend more time together, then time will tell." I said.

"What do you say?" I ask.

"T-that's perfect, I-I'll wait." He leaned in closer until our foreheads were touching, I could hear him breath unevenly.

We look at each other for a few seconds then he leans in all the way, our lips were touching now.

I was shocked at first but then I relaxed and kissed him back, our lips were moving together in sync.

I pulled back before it got too heated.

Bill was breathing heavily by now.

"Bill are you ok?" I ask worried.

"I'm m-more then ok." He smiled, I return the smile.

There was a knock on the door.

"Come in." Bill moved away.

"What are you guys doing?" Stan came in with the rest.

"Just talking." I reply the guys sat down on my small couch in my room and Mike on a chair backwards.

"We just wanted to talk about what happened with you and Pennywise if you don't mind Y/n." Mike said.

"Not at all." I respond.

"What happened did that crackhead do anything to you?" Richie asked.

"No just.....Well I don't know really he wasn't hurting me or treating me badly he just let me stay there and sometimes treated me like a child?" I say sounding confused of myself.

"What do you mean child?" Bill asks without stuttering.

I've realized he's not stuttering as much anymore.

"Like he would call me kitten and told me to play with toys, and even dressed me." I explain.

"Dressed you?!" Mike exclaimed.

"Yeah." I look over at Mike.

"AWWW HELLLL NAHHH, he better not be touching me sister with his filthy ass hands." Nick sassed.

You guys see where I get it from now.

"I thought you guys were cousins?" Richie says confusingly.

"Same thing." Nick replied shrugging.

"Continue." Nick looked at me.

"That's pretty much it, he didn't do much with me except-." I stayed silent......

Penny made me kill......


he told me to bring Kevin to him and he ate him.

"Y/n!" Stan shook me a little.

"Huh." I looked over at then, they had worried faces.

"Are you ok you spaced out again." Eddie asked concerned.

"I'm fine.....he made me kill." I let out.

"He, What." Eddie sighed softly looking at me.

"He made me kill ok, we went out into the woods, Kevin and a bunch of his friends were hanging out there he told me to bring him one, I was so confused but I did as told so I wouldn't get hurt and he, he ate him." I exclaimed.

"Y/n that wasn't your fault, he made you do it, you didn't even kill him it was Pennywise, so don't feel bad." Bill rubbed my shoulder a bit.

"Yeah Kevin needed to go anyways." Richie nodded.

"Well I have to go, see you guys tomorrow." Stan stood up ready to leave.

"Bye Stan." He came over to hug me.

After a while everyone left and I was alone in my room again.

Nick went out with Zion, Edwin, Brandon, and Austin.

I didn't know how to feel, I felt nothing, still, empty.

Almost emotionless.




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