(Fairy Tail) Erza Scarlet x Depressed! Reader

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This was requested by Salama7781. If you have depression please don't read this. Hope you enjoy.

*Erza's P.O.V.*

          I raced through town and into the wood,"(Y/n)?! (Y/n)!!" I knew I wouldn't get any kind of response. She didn't want me to find her, but i had to. She was all i had left. The only one who truely care for me as much as i cared for her. She was, also, the only one who knew my past, well beside Master. I called out to her again,"(Y/n)!!" Still, nothing. I heard as the others were shouting out her name, looking for her. She meant so much to all of us.. and she just disappeared. Finally, I spotted a small figure in the distance near a water fall(Kind of like the one were Lucy first meets the celestial king, a.k.a stash face).

*Your P.O.V.*

The water sounded like thunder as it fell all around me. The most peaceful thing on earth, yet could kill someone in seconds. End my life in seconds. I slowly brought my hands up to my eyes, covering them, but hitting my head as hard as I could, also. I hated myself for thinking about killing myself, but I couldn't help it. It didn't help that I'm in love with someone who can never love me back.

Her name was Erza Scarlet. She was amazing. I cared so much for her, but I don't even think that she notices me. I mean, she talks to me, but she doesn't care about my feelings, if she even knew. I never told her, so if she knew I would die of embarrassment. She was perfect to me. Her long red hair and chocolate brown eyes. I kept hearing voices yelling my name, but I ignored it. I didn't want them to find me. Not yet. I wanted to be alone just a little longer. The waterfall and myself.

"(Y/n)," HER voice dragged me from my thoughts. I turned to face her, coming face to face with Erza Scarlet. Of course it had to be her.. I watched as her long red hair danced in the wind making her look even more beautiful than usual.

          I turned my attention back to the waterfall in front of me,"You shouldn't be here Erza..". I heard he sigh behind me, clearly disappointed,"I'm sorry, but I mean it Erza," I stated. Sadly, though, she sat next to me watching the water with me.

          "You know I'm not going to leave you. You are like a sister to me," I could feel my heart break as she said 'sister'. I wish she could live me the same way I love her. I couldn't even bare to look at her. If I were to look at her, I would just start crying and I can't. I won't allow myself to cry in fronted her. She deserves someone better than me. So, I just stayed quiet until she spoke up again,"Why did you come here? And why are you being so quiet? Isn't like you (Y/n)". 

          I still refused to look at her,"..the water.. it calms me down. I'm quiet because I'm trying to enjoy the calmness?" I cursed at myself as my voice cracked and she knew that my voice cracked each time I lied. 

          I heard her sigh behind me once more,"(Y/n), don't lie to me. Tell me the truth. Now". She was very strict, yet she let the softness in her voice show. She didn't want to scare me away. She has always done this but, only for me. 

          I, finally, looked at her, sighing,"I just wanted to be alone for a little while.. try to clear my mind. Clear my heart..," I could only mumble the last part in fear of her hearing me. However... she heard me. 

          "What do you mean by clear your heart?," she questioned clearly confused. I really wish she hadn't asked that. 

          I looked away again. I didn't want to have to see her reaction when I said,"I love you..," but due to how quiet I said it she didn't hear me. 

          "What did you say?," she questioned. I turned away from her again refusing to repeat myself. 

          "If you didn't hear me it's your loss," I didn't mean for it to come out so mean, but when I looked at her she looked as if she were ready to cry. It made me feel so bad that I had to apologize,"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it like that. It's just embarrassing to say..". She turned to  face me and I realized she was actually crying. I always forget that, do to her time at the tower of heaven when she lost her eye, she hasn't been able to cry with her one eye even though Porlyusica had healed her eye.

          "Even so, it hurts me that you can't tell me what's wrong. You used to tell me everything (Y/n). What changed? Why can't you tell me this?," she was, practically, begging me to tell her. I broke my heart seeing her like this. She meant everything to me. So, seeing her cry was like a knife to the heart. 

          I sighed giving in to her looking down at my wrists that were covered in scars and she looked to my wrist as well, her tears flowing faster,"Erza, I was embarrassed to tell you because it's abot you," I looked up to meet her eyes, finally," I like you, Ezra. I love you. I'm sorry. I'll understand if you hate me now..," I could bare to look at her reaction. 

          I felt a warm hand touch my cheek that was on the opposite side of where she was sitting. She pulled my face so I was looking at her and her lips met mine in a soft, warm kiss. I immediately kissed back wanting the kiss to last for as long as possible. When she pulled away it was the worst moment of my life, and that's saying a lot. 

          "I love you too. You don't have to be afraid of it anymore. I love you with all my heart and I will never leave or hate you. So, will you be my girlfriend, (Y/n)?" She nite her lip and look into my eyes waiting for an answer. 

          All I could do was smile while tears fall," Yes. Yes! Of course I will!" Her lips met mine once again not parting for a few moments. When she pulled away she rested her forehead on mine wit a huge smile. She picked me up, in bridal style, and took me to her apartment where we spent the rest of the night. 

Sorry this took me so long to update. I ran out of ideas for the story.  I'm going to take a short break that will  a week or 2. But I will be back. If you guys could leave some requested for when I com back that would be amazing! But if you don't I will try to think of something myself. I hope you  enjoy! And see you in a couple of weeks.


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