Chapter 16 part 2
I ran into the bathroom and stood in front of the sink, I looked at my reflection in the mirror and I looked horrible my mascara was all run down my face and my hair was all over the place. I tried combing it with my fingers but it was too hard to do with my hands all wet and sticky. I stopped crying and just looked at the reflection of heartbreak right in front of me. That seems to be what I do lately. Just look at myself in the mirror every time I cry, it dooesn't help but it reminds me of how real this is all. I washed my face and dried it with some paper towels. There was a knocking on the other side of the door of the bathroom, and soon his voice erupted through the whole bathroom.
“Taylor, please tell me your in there.” He sounded so sad and broken, almost as if he was also crying.
“Tay, please open the door.” I started crying again and suddenly the bathroom door was opened, I really should of locked it. He walked in but I just walked to the farthest wall in the bathroom, he locked the door right behind him, and proceeded to walk towards me.
“Tay, I'm not going to hurt you.” His words were lies, lies told over and over again. Which just brought more and more tears. I fell to the ground crying and instantly the arms that I had been longing to feel where around me. His hushed words, where barely audible by my loud sobbing. I let my self do something I promised I wouldn't do, I held on to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on to him.
His arms embraced me tighter, and I took in his masculine scent, the aftershave was still evident. This is what I've been missing, for so long and the part that hurt the most was that things weren't going to change.
“Shhh, I'm not going to hurt you , I promise.” There were those words again, the words that he would promise but in the end they were forgotten as he broke them, because I was already hurt by him.
“Don't. . . Say that. . .” I whispered, as soon as I got my tears controlled and my conscious back. I unwrapped my arms from him and pushed my self off of him, I stood up and took a few steps away from him.
“Don't say lies to me Alec.” I said a little more forceful than I had meant to do.
“No. You had promised me you wouldn't hurt me, but in the end you did. Alec. . . please just don't. . . I've been hurt enough. . .” I whispered lowering my gaze to the floor, my heart ached so much, because part of me just wanted him to hold me and forget everything that had happened, but another part of me want's to be mad at him and make him suffer what I had to go through. But I wouldn't wish that on anybody.
I couldn't look up at him, because I knew I wouldn't;'t like what I saw and in the end was going to end up giving in to him.
“Tay, is that how you really feel ?” His words were hurt and broken, it frightened me. Because part of me said that he was going to just walk right out of this door or yell at me. . . But he didn't do any of those. He walked slowly towards me and grabbed my shoulders turning me towards him. His hand moved up and grabbed my chin up to meet his glossy green eyes. My eyes met his and I saw the pain, the pain of heart break and something that I couldn't decipher.
“I. . . Tay, I didn't mean for what happened, to happen. Did you really think I wanted her back in my life, or my children's for that matter. I. . . Taylor Mary Stewart, I love you.” My whole world stopped. His words were all that mattered. He loves me. That's truly all I could really process, that he actually loves me. This amazing and perfect man loves me. . . But anyone can love anyone. That was the only doubt in my head but as if he could read my thoughts his voice rang through my ears.
“I don't love you, I'm in love with you Taylor. I can't get you off of my mind, I miss you every minute of the day. Taylor I want to be with you, and only you. Taylor your the only one that can fully bring me happiness, Tay I'm crazy in love with you. I have been trying to get in contact with you, I drive every night by your house and just wait there like a fucking pedophile but i don't care because I am deeply in love with you Taylor Stewart!” His words brought a small smile to my face, I raised my hand up to his cheek and wiped away the tear's that were escaping.
“I love you, Tay. . . I love you.” He grabbed my and pulled me into his arms, holding tightly like I was his life. I felt wetness soak through my shirt on my shoulder and instantly my hands tangled in his hair, I missed how soft it really felt under my touch. I just held him onto me for what felt like five ten minutes but it really was a few seconds may be even a minute. He raised his head and crashed his lips to mine. I tried to not give in, but I missed him, I missed him so much.
My lips moved instantly with his in a synchronizing movements. His hands grabbed my waist and mines tangled in his hair. I moaned into the kiss, having so many different emotions running through my body, I just wanted more of him, to make up for the time I had spent away from him. I loved the way his lips felt against mine, the dominance he always brought to a kiss. Making it feel much more intense than, it's ever been before. But far too soon his lips where away from mine, there was a draft of air between us, but his hands never moved away from my body. His only words where “I really missed you.” I smiled and just threw myself at him.
My arms instantly wrapped themselves around his waist and his tightened around me. I wanted to cry, but my body would't listen to my commands. It was as if every part of my body had a mind of their own. But most importantly it was as if my lips had a mind of their own because next thing I said surprised us both.
“I love you.”
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