I Surrender

Ill Be Waiting For An Answer

No Matter How Much I Tried To Hide. My Past Always Caught Up With Me.No Matter How Much I Tried To Disregard My Destiny. The Opportunities To Accept Always Appeared. It Seems That Sometimes In Order To Find The You God Created. He Takes Us To Our Lowest Points. He Gives Us Embarrasment, But We Still Have To Testify. As A Human Being We Are Programmed To Make Choices. We Have Souls That Speak To Our Heart. We Decieve Everyone Else Except For God.

He Know's All. He See's All. He Is Always Everywhere At The Same Time. So I Got Tired Of Running. I Became desperate. I Need Him. I Want Him. But I Needed An Answer. So On That Sunday, I Went To The Alter. And Waited For An Answer. I Poured My Heart Out. Until Finally, I Got My Answer.

He Said To Me. "My Child, Why Must You Continuously Break My Heart. Repent And Accept Me In Your Heart. Don't Worry About The Ocean You Have To Cross. Focus On The Shore You Have To Look Past. Dont Worry About The Stone Path You Have To Walk. For When You Look Back And Only See One Pair Of Foot Steps. You Were Not Alone. Those Were Mines As I Carried You Through Your Trials. Please, Accept Me. and Humble Yourself. All I Need Is A Yes."

So I Said Yes. Over And Over. Asked him To Heal The Land I Call My Mind. Asked Him To Heal My Broken Heart And Fill Me Up With His Virtue. Asked Him To Be A Living And Breathing Example Of His Grace And Mercy. I Had To Put My Faith Into Him. Then The Piano Stopped Playing. The Singers Stopped Singing. All You Could Hear Were The Unknown Tongues And Cries From The Saints. But For Some Reason I Was Saying No Distractions.