The Big Bad Omega

Chapter Sixteen

"Do you still love her?"

"No,never.She cheated on me,and then went to the man who gave me every single scar I bare today and joined his pack.The woman I thought that I had just swept by darkness.I am just done with her."I said.

"Then why'd you kiss me?"He asked his face still still

"If your gay why would you kiss me If only to make Riley jealous"

"I don't care about Riley anymore."

"I thought you would kiss me the day you found me after I passed the borders."I said

"I thought you would kiss me the day you came back from Aubrey's funeral"I added.Hjs expression widened

"And I would have never said no.I would have let you kiss me.I was tired of thinking,and so I just did"I admitted

"And I'm not saying I love you but I'm saying I don't.I just...I shouldn't be getting over this too quickly,but I am."

"Are you gay Hazel?"he asked.

"I don't know."I answered.With Clifford I just wanted to be around him,and I didn't care if that labeled me as straight or gay or bisexual.

"Do you have feelings for me?"

"Yes"I could have lied and said no but I couldn't lie,not to him,not anymore.

"Are you going be my beta?"He said

"No"I said.He stepped forward

"Would you let me kiss you right now if I asked"He asked

"Are you going to leave me?"I asked

"Never"he smiled

"Do you promise?"I asked.He nodded

"I couldn't leave you if I tried."He said his face nearing towards mine.

Silence passed

"We'll talk about this tomorrow"He whispered his lips brushing against mine.My lips began to salivate for his lips.

"I don't want to be possessive like all the alphas.I don't want to push something on you that you don't want.I want to be good"He said.Just before I said something Wilson walked through

"Alpha Daniel is here"Wilson said.I stared at Clifford and he looked furious

"He wants to be speak to the both of you"He said.Clifford held my hand,which was trembling

"I'm going to kill him"Clifford said and that part.That alpha title that was calling to him came through and his voice was stronger.

"Clifford no.We just have to move on"I said holding his arm.I felt the chills and I tried to push them down but they grew more hungry as we walked to the front

"He can't know i'm here."I said.We walked up to my father.He stared at me and than Clifford

"It's time to come home"was all my father said.He knew.He looked at me like he had fully recognised me.I didn't know how to feel at this stare.The same face the cracked my trust.I wanted him dead,but I have to be realistic.I just need to move on.I had moved on.I was at a different pack,within another family,and a mate.I have responsibilities to tend to,even as Omega-a ranking that is about to change-I'm still important.

"I am home"I said squeezing Clifford's hand tighter.This pack is my home and I have learned every name and served everyone member.I started from the bottom reached the top and have fallen back to the bottom.I'm a rock bottom but I won't walk away.I'll make it back up there,and when I do I won't be afraid of falling.

"She stays with me."Clifford said.His voice was so commanding and he sounded like an alpha.A true alpha,his voice was so deep and commanding, it gave me chills.Clifford didn't stare at him like Cliff was not longer the new kid on the block,he glared at him like he ran the block.Clifford's look right now,was so powerful I surprised my father didn't just start to bow at his tone.

Clifford spoke like a king.

"She's my daughter and future alpha"Daniel retorted

"She belongs in my pack,with me.This is my territory not yours and you can't command me.I'm the Alpha of this pack,and she my Luna"

"Eva we've all missed you"He said.That was the face he put up in front of everyone else.He would speak to you like you were a princess and then behind the curtains beat you like you were a slave.

I'm not slave and I'm not a princess.

I'm an Omega.

And i'm ready to change that word for the whole society.Omegas aren't weak,they survive and they maybe me cracked,but they work just as good as anyone else.We have our scars and we may be alone,but we are strong,and we will always survive

"And who is missing me exactly.Cris,because he's the only who can miss me."

"I'm sorry"He said.I stomped toward him so fast he flinched.

"DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT!"I growled looking into his stone cold eyes.

"you don't have a right to apologise."I whispered

"I want you off my territory.Now! "I said my voice filled with disgust.I was so finished with him just like I was with everyone else with the only exception of Cris.

"I'm not letting this go Elena."my father said.I was tempted to snap his neck

"It's Hazel and if you plan on surviving the year I suggest you do let it go"I said.I turned to Wilson

"Get the Warriors and escort him across the borders,if he crosses the border without Clifford's consent,kill him."I said.Wilson nodded.Three Warriors came-ones I once ruled and took care if,trained.Michael Samuel and Phillip.

"Thank you"I said.They began to escort him out of the house and once the doors closed I looked at Clifford.I walked passed him whispering

"Sorry."

"For what"He called

"Taking control.Its your pack not mine"I said

"Hey"He said grabbing my face with his palms

"It's our pack."He said.I hugged him,and let out a soft sob.

"It hurts"I said.His hand rubbed on my back

"For now"He whispered in my ear.I laid my head on his shoulder.

"Do you know why we bleed?"he asked

"Because we are hurt"I answered.He shook his head and looked down at me with his blue eyes electrifying into me

"We bleed so we can heal"