Another Love Story

Chapter 17

                                                                      Give you A Kiss   (Prince Royce)                                                             To love you like I love you is complicated. To think about you the way I think about you is a sin. To look at you the way I look at you is prohibited. To touch you like I want is a crime. I don't know what to do anymore. So you can be ok. If I have to turn off the sun to ignite your dawning. Talk in Portuguese. Learn to Speak French. Or bring down the moon to your feet. I only want to give you a kiss. To gift you my tomorrows. To sing to calm your fears. I don't want you to miss anything. I only want to give you a kiss. Fill up your soul with my love. Take you to meet the sky. If the world was mine I'd give it to you. I would even change my religion for you. There are many things I would do....

I slapped him across the face hard. He did not respond. "There's another door! I found you another door!" I looked over his body until I found a knife. I slide my wrist without caring if I cut a vein or not and put it in his mouth. "You have two options, Sebastian Black. Either drink saving your life or let me bleed to death." I open his mouth and put my bleeding wrist on it. Watching my blood poured into him. He did not respond. I kept it like that until I went weak and fell on top of his chest. I forced my hands to stay in his mouth dripping my blood inside of him. "I guess it was more Romeo And Juliet than Titanic," I whispered to him... With that everything went black...

"Amara?" Oh... That voice. I felt my self-smiling. There was a God and there was a heaven. Killing my self for a loved one wasn't a sin... "You're not dead love." I open my eyes slowly and recognized the room. It was Sebastian's dorm. I sat down softly and looked around until my eyes landed on his. He was sitting down next to the bed watching me with an amused look.

"How do you know what I was thinking?"

"It was all over your face." I rolled my eyes at him. "I wish..." He didn't finish. He looked pretty pissed off.

"What?" I smiled.

"Nothing..." He then stared at my face... "Didn't it occurred to you I was already dead?" I gulped and nodded. "So.. You were killing yourself?" He sounded stranded as if he was controlling his anger.

"I wasn't thinking clearly. I was just trying to save you." He stared at my face, studying it. "I swear."

"Not that I agree with the stupidity of your actions... But didn't you know what part of the wrist to cut so it wouldn't' hit a vein?" I shook my head, and he hissed glaring at me at the same time. He took a deep breath and relaxed. "Is a good thing I won't have to worry about you doing something stupid like that ever again." I frown at his words.

"Why?"

"When you cut your wrist you hit a vein. You bleed out to death technically. I tried to save your humanity... I was farther gone that I would have liked. So I didn't know how long your blood poured into my mouth. "I knew I had a small chance to save you, but not your humanity. Almost all of your blood has been gone... So I gave you my blood... After giving you my blood... I knew you would be ok..."

"So... I'm a vampire?" I didn't feel different. I was still me, yet something changed in my way of thinking. I could suddenly feel everything. And even though I was starving. The thought of food made me nauseous. He nodded softly watching my reaction. "You turned me?" He nodded again. "So I don't have to go to this stupid school anymore?" He burst out laughing and was next to me in an instant. I put my arms around his neck, and climb on top of him.

"No, you don't."

"Are we getting married and living in the cottage." He stared at my face with a surprised smile.