Our sad, happy, and random poems

Untitled Part 71

He was right there.

He was mine. 

I shouldv'e held tighter.

'He would have left either way'

But is he coming back

'Probably not'

Well what do I do now? 

Everyone is gone.

I mean everyone has new friends and new partners and new lives and new emotions

'Then make your new life'

But I don't want a new one I want my old one back

'That's never going to happen'

But I mean he's moved on so why can't you

'You need to move on he's gone now'

But what if I never find anyone else

'Im sure you will and I'm sure they'll be better after all he is your first'

But I can't imagine anything else

'Too bad, he's gone, youre never going to be the same way and your old life is gone'

But what do I look foward to now?

'Whatever the future holds'

But even the people who I loved and put before me moved on

'Then you should move on too'

But it's so hard

'Well get over it, he loved you and he moved on, there's nothing there Briana stop waiting'

Im trying to stop but a small piece of me hope Ill get to talk to him again, i messed up last time and yelled, maybe if I ju-

'Stop. This isn't healthy, you have so much to look forward too just be happy about that.'

But thats in the future, she has new friends and he has her. 

What do I have?

'You have me, yourself.'

                                                                                 ~Ms. Sushi Roll