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23: heartbreak

heartbreak girl by 5 seconds of summer

i woke up in my room. in my own bed. i must have ran all of the way here. i was sweating and my alarm was ringing. where was ashton? did he see me crying? i hope not.

i got up and saw a note on my chest of drawers.

"i can take away your heartbreak

- ash"

i scoffed. he couldn't help me even if he tried. i'm a bomb. when i die i'll just make him sad. if he actually cares about me, that is.

be strong, now. too many problems.

no place to go to dry her eyes.

her drift she can't find.

she's fallen from grace she's all over the place.

i heard parts of one of my favourite avril lavigne songs playing outside.