Nightmares

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Shelby
It was dark. I was sat on a chair, with my arms burning with pain. Two people who looked exactly the same, began to walk towards me. It was Shubble and Shumpy... Also with bloody wrists. They had tear stained cheeks. And anger, built up inside of them. I could tell.
"You're absolutely stupid." They said in unison
"W-what?"
"WE SAID, YOU'RE STUPID! LOOK AT US, SHELBY. LOOK AT HOW MUCH PAIN WE'RE IN BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU'RE LITERALLY SO DAMN WEAK. DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO CUT YOURSELF?! YOU ARE LITERALLY THE MOST PATHETIC OUT OF ALL OF US." Shubble yelled
"You think you're so tough? Cutting your wrists and crap? Well, news flash! Shelby! Cutting doesn't make you stronger! It just makes you look so weak! AND THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE. WEAK. ALL BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T WILL CHEATING ON YOU. YOU ARE LITERALLY THE MOST PATHETIC PIECE OF CRAP." Shumpy yelled
Tears fell. I was hurting. I couldn't take it... I...
Snapped.
"STOP CALLING ME PATHETIC! YOU MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I'M THE STRONGEST PERSON THERE IS! I'M NOT. OKAY. I WAS HURT. HURT BY EVERYTHING. AND HERE YOU GUYS ARE, MY OWN SELVES, BEATING ME MENTALLY. WHOSE THE WEAK ONES HERE? AND QUIT MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE WHO CUT! CUTTING IS A SERIOUS THING! I'M SO DONE WITH THIS! You've literally passed all my stupid limits. I've had enough. Maybe... Instead of cutting... I should..." I couldn't believe I was thinking about this...
"Die."
They both looked at me, shocked and sad.
I wasn't calm. I wasn't stable. I was still filled all the anger inside of me. This darkness was controlling me. It wouldn't stop... STOP. PLEASE...
"Yeah! Maybe I should die! There's no one who would care anyways! Will has someone else! Graser and H have Will! My parents will get over it! My fans will too! So, what's the use, huh? What's the use of me allowing you guys to suffer? Huh? ANSWER ME!"
They were silent.
I took a knife from my back pocket. I pointed it on my heart.
"Even you both wouldn't care..."
I stabbed my heart. The place where I felt the most pain.
"AHHH! Uh--ugh..." More darkness surrounded me. A white door appeared. I began to walk towards it... Was I dead? N-no... What have I done?! NOOOOO. I bent down on my knees and began to cry.

"No. No... No! I am so stupid. I'm so stupid!" I gasped
My eyes opened. I looked around my surroundings. It was cold. H and Graser seemed to be next to me. I felt dizzy... My wrists were covered on bandages.
"Shelby? Are you awake?" I heard Graser ask
"Y-yes..." I could barely say
"Oh, thank God." H and Graser began to hug me, as I started to cough uncontrollably.
"S-sorry! We're glad you're okay! We were so freaking worried about you!" H said, calmly
"What h-happened..?" I asked, with a raspy voice
"I was gonna drop something off to you, and when I got into your apartment, you were asleep on your couch... With blood everywhere. And then... I immediately rushed you here. You lost a lot of blood, Shelbs." Graser explained
"T-thanks for saving me Graser..." I was able to give him a smile
"No problem, Shelby. At least you're okay."
"Wait... You said you were gonna drop something off? What was it?" I asked, more lively
"A letter... From Will." H looked at him, with wide eyes
"A l-letter..." I repeated
"Yeah... Speaking of Will. I should call him, to let him know what's going on! Maybe his phone is on." Graser excused himself, and left the room
Oh gosh...
"I'm glad you're okay, Shelbs." H said, rubbing my hair
"H... I was having a dream... That I... K-killed myself... I took a knife, and stabbed myself in the place that was hurting the most. I thought I really was gonna die... There was the door to Heaven and everything..." I explained, with tears flowing down my face
He looked at me, shockingly
"I-it's okay now, Shelby. Everything will go back to normal." He patted my hand
Graser walked back into the room
"I just called Will, and told him that we'd explain everything when he got here! He'll be here in 15 minutes."
No... NO! I don't wanna see him right now! I'm not ready to let him back into my life! After everything! I needed to get out of here...
"O-okay..." I put on a fake, accepting smile

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Wow, I updated xD Also, I've been wanting to do a lyric prank on someone... I know it's old, but I've been really bored, lately. So, I guess, I'll be like those YouTubers... If this story gets 10 votes, I'll do the lyric prank, and I'll post the screenshots in the next chapter😂
Bye💜
~ShylyAwkward

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