❝missing spark❞ ➡ l.kook

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"i'm so excited, kookie. i can't sleep~" i rolled my eyes as she giggled beside me. tomorrow is her highschool reunion party and she could not stop talking about it the whole week.

  

"yeah, doesn't seem like it." i said with a bored tone. she smiled and went closer to me. she hugged me and leaned her head on my chest.

  

it felt so right... like the old times.
     
  

   

"kookie, i love you so much." 

i knew she thought i wouldn't hear it but i did.

  

i smiled and kissed her hair. "i love you too."

i heard her gasped and looked up to me as i caressed her hair.  

  

"you do?"

  
     

i shook my head. she was so stubborn and i love it. i always do.
   

   

i don't know what happened to me.

   
    

i don't know what came to me that i became so distant to her, so rude,
    
     
   
her WORST half..

   

i don't know what made me such a handful of a husband to her, when i've always known how much she deserves all the good in this cruel world.
       
    
    

  

"lisa, i'm sorry." i breathed as i buried my face in her hair. i breathed the sweet smell that i always crave for.

    

i heard her giggled as she pulled me even closer to her. i hugged her back.

   

"i love you, jungkook. i will always forgive you." she replied.

   
    
   

it felt so good.

   
      

i missed this.
     
     
i missed her even if we were always together.
     
     
i missed us

   

and it was all my fault.. i was the one who has changed for worst.
     
   

   

i wanted to make it up to her little by little... starting tonight. 

   

i bit my lip as i caressed her torso...

   

    
   
but i heard her small snores.

   
   
  

i kissed her forehead and looked down to her small pretty face that i always adore.
   
     
     
  

'i guess tonight wasn't the night.'
        
     

   

"sleepwell, baby." i whispered.

   
      
   

'i'll make it up to you, lisa.'
     
    
    
      
'you'll see.'

   

'your kookie's back.'