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Reason I have to kill my own parents

so my dear old friend depression visited me again to ruin my whole entire sem-break.

reasons why I want to kill my own parents.

one, is that my 'mom' said some stuff to me...

'horrible' yeah.

so this is our conversation, more like her.

earlier this day, afternoon, we were eating in our dining. she said this to me.

"So, go hard on your school so that we can go everywhere we want."

That's what she said, and now...

she said this to me.

"Fine! if your staying inside you room for god knows what your doing. I'm going to let you live alone outside, you on your own if some random stranger rape you." She said that.

and Damm that really hit me hard.

and if so I cried, that meant nothing, because I don't feel pity for them.

and why? cause I hate them. including that 'dad' I called.

so maybe all your request are gonna be declined for a while.

I just need a mental break, that's all.

I need to relax before I go homicidal her at our home and kill every last person I see. and finally kill myself at the end.

I've tried to think about cutting and self harm, but I remember what my friend said in my birthday.

"No more cuts or I'll never talk to you again."

and I guess that's it.

sorry if your request is gonna take awhile.

I've tried to draw them but it ends up ugly. Im that artist who draws with moods, feelings, and what ever.

when ever I feel sad, angry, depress, my drawings would turn out would be ugly.

please understand. let me have a mental break...

bye.