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"Himchan we need to talk."

The boys were on the couch now facing each other. Yongguk couldn't bring himself to look into Himchan's eyes as he spoke.

"Chan, I'm selfish." Himchan cocked an eyebrow and tilted his head in confusion.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean exactly what I said. I'm selfish..." Himchan shook his head, still not able to understand. Yongguk took a deep breathe and explained. "I want you with me all the time and I get moody when you're not here. I've been stressed since we moved out of the dorms and I haven't been able to get into little space because I've been stressed over how stressed I am about being stressed! You're never home and when you get home you never spend time with me. It's understandable because you're tired, but a kiss on the cheek isn't enough for me, okay? I'm clingy and I like hugs and kisses all over my face. That's how I know someone loves me. I get that's dumb of me to ask so much of you, but that's how I've been feeling and I'm not okay right now," Yongguk vented out. Himchan took Yongguk's hand in his and held it.

"Just because I'm tired from work, doesn't mean I have the right to ignore you. I'm so sorry, Guk. I didn't mean to make you like that. From this day on, I'll make sure to spend time with you even if it's sitting on the couch in silence." Yongguk smiled and scooted closer to Himchan who wrapped his arm around Yongguk's shoulder.

"What are we gonna do about the little space thing?"

"Well, what have you done to try and get into little space?"

"I've gone into my room and set up my stuffed animals and tried to talk to them, but I felt dumb. Without you at the house, I felt like I didn't have anyone who could look after me so that made me feel needy and dumb too."

"You're not dumb, sweetie. I'll try my best to get you back into little space. Just be patient, okay?" Yongguk nodded and leaned his head on Himchan's shoulder.


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