when he'll talk you, he'll do
what he does best. he'll write.
note how each page smells
of a different place. note when
the pages smell of cold air and
stars, he'll write about the good
times. how some words will
have marks of ink from when
he was thinking too hard. and
how sometimes, one sentence
may have been written with
different shades of blue.
because even writing got too
hard for him. note how he uses
an eraser a lot, to erase things he
doesn't want to remind himself
of. note how some pages will be
filled with unfinished thoughts.
note the flowers in some pages
and the doodles in another. note
how he'll write everything, even
the hurting, especially the hurting.
note how sometimes his thoughts
will be poetic and beautiful, just
like him. and sometimes, they'll
be uncertain, just like us. note
how he'll never blame anyone for
the pain, using personifications to
take its place. note how he made
a muse out of a lover. how he made
a whole story out of his thoughts.
how he made a book out of these pages. note how he loves with
his heart, not his mind. but more
than anything, please note how
lucky you are to have him.
- a.
❥❥
notice how lucky you
are to have him.
; his princess .
