What Are We Doing

Alyssa

Jacks pov

She looks so beautiful tonight with the moon illuminating on her skin making it glow. We are lying on the sand cuddled up watching the stars, i look at her while passing my hand through her hair. She looks so beautiful with her hair just free with a big smile on her face. She looks up at me oh no she caught me staring shit!

"What?" She asks with a chuckle. I just look at her.

"Nothing you just look so beautiful" I said and smiled my hand still in her hair. Damn jack you're turning soft.

"Thank you" she blushes. She looks so adorable when she blushes. I was broken out of thought when I heard her stomach grumble. We laughed, she was totally embarrassed. Her cheeks turned red again.

"Someone's hungry" I said stating the fucking obvious, really jack you can be stupid at times.

"Yes I thought we were going to an restaurant but someone here apparently changed their mind" she says making me chuckle.

"Okay so what do you want to eat princess" I asked

"Ummmmm" she brought a finger up to her chin and started patting it. She's crazy but I love it. "I don't know I'm kinda feeling for pizza and Chinese, what do you think?" She asks.

"Well how about we go to McDonald's and then go get Chinese?" She scrunches up her face in disgust.

"How about we change the Chinese to pizza" she said with a big smile on her face.

"Alright princess let's go your chariot awaits you" I get up then help her up and we walk to the car. We enter and started driving to McDonald's first. I rest my hand on her thigh to tease her a bit. She tensed up at the touch, I knew how much I was affecting her and i love it, But we can't be together, that's why I'm here to have my last moments with her then I'm leaving for good.

We are now back at her apartment on the couch eating our McDonald's and pizza. She ate four slices of pizza and all her McDonalds with a mcflury. This girl can eat damn.

"So how's life in Barbados? Is mom going good?" When she asks about how my life was in Barbados I tensed up but I covered my tracks quickly.

"Life is fine, your moms fine she misses you a lot" I tell her and she frowns.

"I miss her too and everyone there can't wait for Christmas break to come" she smiles then she frowns. I take her hand and pull her towards me she rests her head on my chest and I pass my fingers through her hair once again.

"It's fine you'll see how quickly it'll come" I said she raised her head up to look at me. We look eachother in the eyes then my eyes drifted off to her lips. No jack u need to stop kissing her you'll break her. Before I can even finish my battle in my head she comes forward closing the gap between us and we started kissing. I pulled her on top of me to straddle me her both legs on either side of me. She moaned which got me hard. She gasps and when she felt it and I stuck my tongue in her mouth instantly. The kiss got a little more heated until we heard a knock at the door.

"Forget it" I say as I continue the kiss.

Knock knock knock knock

I groan she was about to get up when I pull her back down pick her up, walk to her room and shut the door. I put her on the bed I'm between her legs I bend down and start kissing her neck.

"Wait but b-but uh but the p-person" she says struggling to get the word out of her mouth. I kiss all over her neck, i start pulling her dress off her, shes officially in her black lace panty and no bra. Then she starts to unbutton my shirt and pushes it off. I break the kiss and look at her in all her glory she looks like a goddess, how can someone be so beautiful.

"Absolutely beautiful" I said while staring at her. I start kissing down to her boob until I hear the front door slam. Alyssa and I snap back to reality we look at eachother then at her bedroom door.

"Hey guys I'm home!" OH shit seth. Alyssa pushes me off her and gets up but I pull her back and im back between her legs like before, she's back on the bed watching my like I'm crazy. I pull her in for a kiss. Her hands go up my bare chest and around my neck.

"Alyssa!, jack!" And she pulls away again. Ugh i could beat him right now yeah I know he's my best friend but he's kinda ruining the moment. She gets up get my shirt and throws it at me then goes to her closet and puts on the sexiest pj's I've ever seen. She's making it harder to leave. I walk up to her and she stops me. He hands on my still bare chest stopping me from coming closer.

"Put on your shirt you have to go, seriously go, pass through my door to the bathroom" she says with panic in her eyes. I lean in and give her short sweet kiss, then walk through the door. I enter my room from my bathroom door and I see seth standing looking at me with his arms crossed and an raised eyebrow.

"Hello seth why are you in my room?" I asked walking to the closet to get a t-shirt to put on.

"When are you going to tell her?" He asks, wow that question was out of the blew.

"Never" I reply turning to look at him.

"Dude just tell her I know so you guys won't have to be secretive" he says.

"I can't tell her because it'll be harder when I have to let her go, trust me it's easier this way" I say

"Why don't you just tell her everything, the truth" he says again. He's really starting to get on my nerves.

"I am not going to tell her anything seth, when it's done't it's done I can't tell her anything cause that will make it harder, why isn't this sinking into your brain" I said showing my annoyance.

"Jack what do you plan to do, never tell her so then when she comes back home on Christmas break she sees and it breaks her heart even more" he said showing his annoyance to me. I don't want to break her heart but I have to it'll help her move on and forget about me but we will still think about the time we had here.

"I don't want to break her heart but I have to she will probably thank me one day but the truth is NOT coming out of my mouth at all and that's final!" I say through gritted teeth. Seth looks down and shakes his head.

"Fine, but one thing for sure she won't come and thank you, she will hate you for the rest of your life. Can you live with that?" I stay silent " That's what I thought" he says then walks off. I know she would hate me and it kills me to know that, I won't be able to live with myself, but I have to do this, it will protect her. I turn back to my closet took off my dress pants and replaced it with a sweats. I walked to my bed lay down and fell asleep with the thoughts of Alyssa.