Business Man or Gang Member? (Jason McCan

I'm Sorry......How Can You Forgive Me?

Jason's (POV)

once I closed the door

I went outside to let off some steam

I can't believe I hurt her like that

I can't help it......its just when people tend to piss me off...its just....I can't control it

I know she will NEVER forgive me for what I did...but its love

I punched the tree and my knuckles started to bleed

I kept punching it until I had no energy left

I walked back inside the house and went upstairs and just laid beside genesis

all those days in there without eating or drinking...or even sleeping right....just think about made me upset

and everyday...I saw her she was in so much pain....she didn't even make an effort to try an get out she just sat there and looked at the ground

she had bags under her eyes

and I remember when I told chaz to take the bullet out of her

she didn't even move

before I kiddnapped her I can tell just by her face she was in a lot more pain

I didn't notice but I was crying

I woke genesis up

I guess she freaked out whem she saw my hand

Genesis: what happened?

Jason: I punched a tree

Genesis: why?

Jason: because....I couldnt live with what I did to you....you should be screaming at...hitting me....do something

Genesis: Jason...I forgave you..the past is the past

Jason: scream at me....hit me .....do something

I didnt think she would the unthinkable

she kissed me

it lasted about 2 minutes but then turned into a lil make out session...which lasted about 10 minutes

Genesis: I did something.....you okay now?

I nodded

Genesis: you shouldn't put your self in that position....the things you did weren't even close to what I've been though in the past 7 years....promise...you wont do this again...

what does she mean...the things I've done to her aren't even compared to what she's been though

Jason: promise.....how could you forgive me that easy?

Genesis: my mom use to tell me I would be a person to forgive fast.....and if I didn't there would be consequences...so yeah

Jason: well your mom taught you well...but what do you mean 'use to'

Genesis: my mother passed away when I was 10....the last memory I have was the night we fought...that was the night she passed away...I ran away and both of my parents ran after me and got into a car accident....

Jason: why did you run away?

Genesis: I found out that they were going to get a divorce...I freaking out and ran that's the first thing that came to mind

Jason: damn....any brothers or sisters?

Genesis: yeah....one older brother and one younger sister