I looked at the sky
"I hope you have a glance on us Mom and dad, even though I don't know any of you, don't worry I'll be by her side"
I opened the door
"Hey Nona....where were you?"
I asked her and gave her a big hug
"I went to buy some groceries Lia darling"
"Where is nono?"
"He was with me but then he said he wanted to eat Panini tonight so he told me he was going to buy bread in a nearby grocery store"
"Oh okay,I'll help you prepare the panini for tonight Nona"
"As you wish honey, start by removing the ingredients from the fridge"
"Yes I'll do that "
"Mom, I'm home"
"Where were you?"
"Just went to hang out with a friend"
"I know your father never really cared for me but you turned out to be an a$!? just like your dad."
"Mom what's wrong with you?"
"What was wrong with me to have had a son like you?"
"Just Calm down don't "
"You don't.... dare interrupt me.First of all,did you try to contact your father?"
"Mom you still hope that he'll come back? why should I take time to look for someone who never really cared?"
"Cause he's your father and you are his older son"
"YES BUT YOU FORGOT THAT HE IS A GROWN UP MAN,A FATHER AND A HUSBAND AND I DON'T FEEL THAT I SHOULD TELL HIM WHAT'S F&@$! RIGHT AND WHAT'S WRONG." I shouted with anger and my brother froze at that situation.
I can't cope with all the negativity that's going on right now . I'll just go to my room.
"Neil! mom locked her room and she is not saying a word" my brother shouted and without wasting time I went to her door.
"Mom .... Mom are you okay?
mom please tell me. Is anything bothering you? We can sort it out.
"...He went away,how could he? how could he even?"
My mom was crying her heart out while banging her head on the door and my brother and I was on the floor behind the same door where my mom sobbed like her entire world was upside down. We were all on our knees,mom did everything possible for dad but still.It's not like 2 teens temporarily dating each other for fun knowing that it would not last but it was a 15 years of marriage,faith and trust that was breaking apart and my mom,just couldn't bear the pain.
"All I want you to know is that you both should stop relying on me now. I'm not going to last long now * laughs while crying* "
"What do you mean mom?" my brother asked completely shattered while looking at me.
"Listen mom,don't act out of panic okay,we all love you"