Chapter 1
Rachel's pov:
Everything just seems pointless. He left me for her , he told me I wasn't worthy of him and then he left me alone . He used to tell me I was his everything, that our love was perfect , that I was perfect for him . He watched as they broke me down , he watched as a cried , he let me become fragile and then when he saw an opportunity he broke up with me . I feel numb , like nothing I do is worth it . I can't fix me , I can't put the pieces back together , they're are too many to pick up . My heart was pounding as looked at the pool . I could never swim so if I wanted out this was the way . I couldn't do it anymore the pain is too much to bare , it's not worth it . With tears streaming down my face I took a step and went into the pool.'
