So Soon - Josh Ramsay/Marianas Trench Fanfiction (Sequel to Porcelain)

15. I miss it all

Chapter 15

Something heavy was sitting on me. I opened up one eye to see a large black dog on my belly. I pet the dog and it got off of me. It's tag said Bennie.

"Hey Bennie. Where's Josh?" I smiled. I grabbed my glasses and put them on. Bennie got up and ran out the door. She sat by Josh and licked his face. I laughed. Josh woke up confused.

"Bennie, bad." Josh groaned as he sat up.

"Hey. Be nice to the dog, she's cute." I said. Josh looked at me and laughed.

"Not as cute as you." Josh chuckled and got up. He kissed me. I felt a scratch at my leg. An orange color cat was there.

"How many animals do you have?" I chuckled as I crouched down and pet it.

"3. Bennie, Tux and Anemonie. That ones Anemonie. Have you met Tux yet?" Josh asked excitedly. I giggled and nodded. I stood up and looked around for the black cat.

"Tux was my buddy last night at 3am." I said.

"What were you doing at 3am last night?" Josh asked as he picked up Tux and handed him to me. (A/N I'm making Tux a boy and Anemonie a girl. I don't know their actual genders.)

"Don't shout at me please." I said as I sat down. Tux curled in my lap.

"Why would I shout at you?" Josh asked.

"I woke up last night and I got up and you were on the couch and it was dark so I went back to your room then I got bored and went through your drawers and found a letter that you wrote to me in 02." I said in all one breath.

"Fuck, that's embarrassing." Josh mumbled. I pet Tux nervously.

"I'm sorry, you know I'm curious." I said. Josh nodded and held my hand.

"Its fine darling... it's perfectly fine." Josh sighed.

"Thank you. So, moms today?" I asked. Josh nodded and scooped me up in his arms, leaving Tux to fall on the ground. "Aw, poor Tux, can you make him and Anemonie have kittens and give me one please?"

"Anemonie's fixed but I might get you a kitten someday." Josh chuckled.

"Tux is my new lover. Screw you." I stuck my tongue out a Josh and he did the same back. That damn tongue piercing killed me

"I wanna pick out your outfit. Go shower and get ready." Josh ordered. He pointed towards a washroom that was attached to his room.

"Yes sir yes!" I said and marched to the bathroom.

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I got out of the shower to see my black shorts, a red plaid button up shirt, a black lacy bra and underwear, one green and one blue sock and my red vans. I changed into them and did my makeup. I popped in my contacts and put on my charm bracelet that was also laying there. The guys gave that to me for my birthday so many years back. I dried my hair with Josh's hair dryer and braided in down my back. I got out of the bathroom to be greated with a very inpatient Josh.

"Get in Ramsay." I chuckled. He went into the washroom and shut the door. I sat down on his bed and a very hyper Bennie came up to me. I played with her and did a twitter q and a while we waited for Josh. Here's some things I answered.

'When's the new album coming out?'

'Not sure yet... Probably by Christmas!'

'How was filming By Now?'

'Amazing! I love these guys!'

'New singles anytime soon?'

'My Boots will be out before FTMWAV hopefully and I'm working on a new song with @JoshRamsay now!'

'Favourite song ever writen?'

'My Boots or my little secret song that you guys haven't heard yet!'

Josh came out of the washroom. He was wearing shiny black pants a AC/DC shirt and black converse.

"What for breakfast?" I asked as Tux sat on my shoulder. It's official, Tux is my new favourite thing ever. He's perfect.

"Pancakes!" Josh bounced up and down like a idiot. I nodded and took the cat off my shoulder. We went to the kitchen and got out the stuff. After almost burning everything we had the perfect pancakes. We stuffed our faces and left. We were in Josh's car driving to moms. I decided to call her.

"Hey mommy." I chuckled.

"Caelyn! How are you?" Mom asked. I giggled.

"Me and my wonderful boyfriend Joshua are on our way to the house actually." I chuckled. Mom let out a high pitched scream.

"I'll be here!" Mom squealed as we pulled in. "Ah! I see you!"

We got out of the car and she ran up to me.

"Hey momma." I chuckled and hugged her back.

"I missed you!" Mom said.

"I missed you too!"

"Hey, hey, hey. I don't get a hug Ms. Jones?" Josh interrupted. Mom ran up to Josh and hugged him.

"You two are back together! It's amazing!" Mom squealed in lead us inside.

"It's pretty cool." I smiled.

"Caelyn Jones, so many tattoos!"

"They're my babies!" I giggled as Josh wrapped his arms around me.

"You're my baby! I love your tats darling I was kidding." Mom laughed. "How was filming?"

"Amazing! We have the funniest stories!" I smiled and Josh nodded.

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We wondered around the basement of the house, Josh and I wanted to do it before we left to go back to his place. I saw where I used to keep my guitar, where I played for Matt the first time, where Josh and I did it for the first time, where my posters used to be hung, where I loved to be. I started to tear up and bit and Josh wiped then away with his thumb.

"Hey, don't cry. It's all good memories here." Josh smiled.

"That's why I'm crying. I miss it all." I replied.

"We can make new memories here in Vancouver." Josh smiled.

"I don't know how long I'm staying. After the tour, I don't know what I'm doing. I have to go back to Ontario eventually. I have a band, a niece and a best friend there. I can't leave them." I cried.

"Make them move here." Josh said.

"It's not that simple. That's 5 people leaving home. Plus, Raine's daughters 9. She can't leave school like that and be the new kid. It sucks balls being the new kid." I wiped away the tears.

"You made some pretty cool friends." Josh smirked. "Don't think about it now. After the tour we can. Okay?" Josh asked. I nodded and we went back upstairs.

"See ya mom." I said.

"Have you been crying?" She asked.

"Yeah but it's no big deal. Love you."

"Love you too." She replied. Her and Josh said their goodbyes and we were on our way back