I guess my life is a mess
It's actually always been a mess
I'm just learning that not everything is what it seems.
I love my razor, it's my best friend.
It's also the only escape that I have from this horrible world.
It's ok though because people don't really know I cut.
I'm glad because I would die if they did
It's not like I don't want to
Sure there is someone who cares about me... who am I kidding
I have no one, I'm always alone.
People try to speak to me but I just shut everyone out.
It's really stressful, but I've learned to be by myself and live with shutting people out.
Even my own family but I don't trust anyone
And when people ask if I'm ok, I always fake a smile and say I'm fine.
Now the voices in my head are getting to me, the demons are winning.
I need to go.
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Diary of A Suicidal GirlTeen Fiction
She's living in hell, but she can't do anything about it. All she could do it try to make it seem as if she was a perfectly fine. But soon enough she's gonna break.