Find Myself [ziall]

C H A P T E R 1

"Wanna go get Mcdonald's breakfast instead?" she asked, and Niall nodded.

"You know me so well," he said, putting a hand over his heart. She laughed and then got her car keys. They got to her car and she began driving.

"Can't wait to go see all your friends in school after a long weekend huh?" she asked, and Niall nodded, not looking at her. He felt like saying 'what friends?' but kept his mouth shut. His mum can't know.

"Let's go through the drive thru, I'm so lazy," the blonde said, and she nodded.

"I knew you were gonna say that, but okay." she replied. Surprisingly, the line wasn't so big. Niall ordered pancakes, hash browns and a sausage, and his mum ordered a simple sandwich. Once she payed and parked to eat in the car, Niall took out his wallet and handed her the money she wasted on the food.

"Niall, don't worry about it-"

"No, take it, you do so much, come on." he insisted, she rolled her eyes and took the money. He smiled and put butter and syrup on his pancakes, then he began eating. "I love food." he stated, his mouth full of pancakes.

She laughed, "No talking with your mouth full! And pace yourself!" she exclaimed. He looked down to his pancakes and realized they were almost gone, no!

Suddenly, a very familiar black convertible parked next to their car.

Very familiar. Too familiar. Niall's eyes widened when he realized who came out of it. Zayn Malik. He automatically looked away, hoping Zayn didn't see him. Oh great, he's with his stupid friends. He looked down and ate his pancakes nervously. He peeked the other way to see if Zayn was still there and practically froze, he was looking right at the blonde. He smirked and gave him a look that said 'you're gonna get it'. Oh great, Niall's going to get beat as soon as school starts, how lovely.

"Look, your friend is smiling at you!" Niall's mum cheered happily. He simply nodded, then she did something that made him want to kill himself. She rolled down Niall's window and leaned into it.

"Hi, I'm Niall's mum! Nice to meet one of his friends!" she shouted at them, waving furiously. Is it possible to die of embarrassment? They all began laughing and Niall put his head in his hands and slowly rolled up his window.

"I can't believe you just did that..."

"Oh, lighten up. They laughed, so that means they think I'm funny!" she said happily. Could his mum really be that clueless?

Niall ate the last of his pancakes, hash browns and sausage, and then put the trash in the bag. His mum did the same and then she began driving.

"Seriously, what you did had no words...." he said, trailing off and looking straight at the road.

"Teenagers these days," she laughed, rolling her eyes. Niall prays the car ride would take forever and there would be loads of traffic, but there was none and they got there rather fast... great.

"Alright, have a good day my little Nialler, I love you." she cooed sweetly. The blonde gave her a hug, if only she knew.

"Love you too mum." he responded, giving her a kiss on the cheek before getting off the car. Honestly, he's so not ready to face this torturous day.

Niall watched miserably as she drove off and he prayed he could find Louis.

Even though it was early and people were still outside, he decided to go inside to the library. Zayn wouldn't find him there and maybe Louis was there, he has a major crush on the liberian. Niall got his iPod out of his backpack and put his headphones in, plugging himself out of the rest of the world. He put his favorite song, "Who You Are by Jessie J" it reflects Niall so much.