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5.13.15-5.14.12

Yup, thats right, another sad lonley entry.. wahoo.. save yourself now, spare yourself 2 minutes of your life... 

anywhos if you want to i guess you can read on.

so sunday, all I did was paint my rocket, homework had another scene... Umm, dad was aggervating, I mean like I went in there to ask him if I can go home with taylor and spend the night at her house and like ok he seroucly pulled the whole stupid card, "I want to know if you are going there to spend time with taylor or timmy" hello back up what! lets get one thing clear, very clear, like more then crystal clear... ok, first of all that was pathetic and I said that to his face. Like really if I never told him I was dating timmy he would never EVER pull that bull crap, I mean really, he had no prob with me hanging out with him before and just a fyi, not everything I do revolves around him.., I mean don't get me wrong i have no prob. with them meeting, I have a prob. with the fact my dad can't admit he doesn't trust me. and you know what thats ok, I don't really care what he thinks, I mean what does it matter, in less then 7 years I am going to be out of this stupid house, he won't have any control (what little he does) over me, I mean come on, and then he tops it off.. gosh, I mean I am trying so hard to be truthful with him, and he is not making it any easier, I mean is he just wanting me not to talk to him.. and I don't care what he thinks, I only ask him things so he knows what I am doing, he can tell me to do things and ok so... whats the point, I mean he can barley take care of himself.. and in my opinion, parents are supposed to be your guid to life, not someone to tell you what to do when to do it.. haha look I may have taken awhile to grasp this consept but get the I don't listen to anyone, I don't do anything for anyone when people tell me to. I am not going to end up like my grandmother (thats another story for another time)... anywhos I am done with this, it just makes me mad every time I think about it.. anywhos moving on

 

so yeah sunday ended and I finnially went to sleep around 2... so yeah..

 

I woke up at 6:50.. and hurried up and got ready... I walked out of my room and left my radio on, I shouted to my brother to please not let the dog out.  so thank the lord he didn't... at 7:00 I put some eggos in the toaster and as I left I unpluged it and grabbed them as they flew out... I walked outside. and aboarded the bus... on the bus a song came on, and I realized i was really happy.. and I was thinking see i told you I was talking to myself i wasn't going to let anything bum me out...

At school I talked and then little caleb was all like "oh I havn't got my hug" and I was thinking your hug? man it's my hug.. haha, then he called me his girfriend again.. Yup, so later on, i walked up to brad and was like "hey you done walking away and ready to give me a hug" so yeah... 

first period- We started to watch the ultamate gift, man I reconized the main charactor.. off of the gilmore girls

second period-Umm, i did some research on recyclbe projects. and like Haley was all like "you would be the only one to come up with all of these crazy things" and then she started to list off all the things I said like a big pair of pants, made out of old pants... or a chair, and more... anywhos so yeah

third period- we presented our projects and mrs. reese asked for valunteers right? well I was the first to go.. surprising right I am like the last person to do that.. but nope I was the first one to present.. weird, but i had fun and like I had little stage fright, yeah I joked around how I was going to die and what not, but it was ok, and like when mrs reese pulled up my power point she said I could turn off the lights, and cory was like you know you want to turn off the lights and I was like yup and thinking the less people can see me.. haha then I watched other presentations..

fourth period- we took a quiz over chapter 1 through 6 in the lord of the flies and it was muti choice and matching so it was a fifty fifty chance.. eh no biggy. and mrs. rivers said our 25 book reading list is due friday and I laughed at that.. yeah right.. like I am going to get that done by friday I only have 14 books read.. mhm, what ever.. anywhos

fifth period- teacher.. still gone like where the crap is she, all I did was work

lunch- I ate, adn then headed out side. umm, I talked and then randomly ryan came up behind me and gave me a hug.. and wouldn't let go... and someone asked if we were dating and I laughed and was like no.and hayden was like she is dateing timmy, and I was like yup, and Ryan was like something like i was his girlfriend or something and I said well I guess I am just dating everyone airn't I .. and whats funny is that really fit because earlier I walked to hayden and brad and said something and hayden thought i said I was a hoe... so yah. and some more stuff. so yeah.. bam bam bam, umm bell rang and walked in talking to brad

sixth period- I asked mr. Brakebill if our test was monday and he said he thought it was tuesday and I said I heard monday, so he looked it up and it was tuesday and i was like ok ok I am a big enough person to admit when i am wrong.. and he was like thats good there are hardly any adults big enough to do that...We tooked notes.. so yup

seventh period-we worked on our motors... i liked rolled up like a lot of peoples wires before I finnished mine.. I got a hunred on mine.. SWEET! anywhos..

on the way to eight period, I stoped by mrs. harts class and asked her if there was an fbla thing today, yea there was but I didn't know until now so I didn't attind... stupid people need to learn to shut up...

eight period- I sat there while everyone talked...

so yeah school let out, and as soon as it did I got a text and was like well thats from timmy, it's sad when i can pridict when it is him... 

anywhos I responded when I got to the bus.. so yeah

I got home checked the mail and handed the mail to my dad at the door, and the dog almost ran out again, but with my masterful skills I caught him.. so yeah...

Umm, I went to my room, (ok, so ever since 5th period I have had a head ack.) messed with my laptop.. yup.. ummm... got my poster back today... umm, made somthing to eat, ate some ice, been writing, texting timmy and brad... Umm, watched some tv... umm, 

you know, i wish some things wouldn't happen, I sometimes I wish i don't meet some people

because it just makes me brake my rules, and all that  I am for, plus I end up hurting people even when they don't know it... or I hurt myself.. but hey you know I am to hard headed to talk about my probs with other people..

so yeah

that was my day

kinda dull

so yeah, some details are out... so yeah..

 

until next time

TTFN