Ever since the meet and greet with the guys Tommy comes over every day and plays with Matthew. It’s been a couple of weeks and now it’s Friday and Chance said he would come over to baby sit Matthew while I go out and hang out with the guys. I had just finished feeding Matthew when the door bell rang. Well that’s weird why would Tommy be using the door bell? I was opening the door.
“Tommy why are you..” it wasn’t Tommy. It was a cute guy that I saw at school a couple of times when I use to see Tommy and the guys practice.
“Yes. Hello can I help you with something?”
“Hi my name is Trevor I’m Erick boyfriend.” I was shocked.
“Umm please come in.” I sat down in the chair across from the sofa. I put Matthew on my shoulder and started burping him. I was grateful when he burped he didn’t spit up because I forgot to put a towel on.
“So um what bring you umm over?”
“I wanted to talk about Erick.”
“Okay. Is he coming over?” I looked over at the door.
“No he doesn’t know I’m here.”
“Oh okay.” Matthew started fussing.
“Please excuse me for a moment.” I got up and put Matthew to bed. I came back to find Trevor messing with his hands.
“Would you like something to drink?”
“No I’m good thank you.” I sat back down in the chair.
“I want you to give Erick another chance.” I raised my brow at him.
“I mean can you please give him another chance?”
“I never gave up. When he changes his mind the door is always open. He was the one to shut the door. It was his choice to leave.” I hugged myself because I was getting upset.
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you.” there was a knock on the door then Tommy appeared.
“Sorry I didn’t mean.. Trevor?” I knew he was going to get upset.
“Tommy can you check on Matthew for me please.”
“Ya of course.” he gave Trevor a mean look than went up stairs.
“Sorry about that but ya you can tell him when he is ready that the door is open.”
“Thank you.” he got up to make his way to the door but stopped.
“There something else I need to tell you.” I got up and walked over to him.
“What is it?”
“Erick still loves you and that is why he is acting this way. I mean it doesn’t give him the right to act like this but he’s scared. He loves you and he has a child and he’s confused between you and me.” I felt my heart breaking. He loves me but not Matthew and he had feelings for Trevor.
“I’m sorry if I have caused you pain.”
“You haven’t. Look I believe in soul mates and I believe Erick is your.”
“What about yours?”
“Just like you I have to convince mine.” he reached out and gave my hand a little squeeze before leaving.
“What was that about?” Tommy asked form behind me.
“Nothing really. What about Matt?”
“He’s asleep and by the dark circles from under your eyes you should be getting some sleep too. I’ll come by at seven to pick you up.”