Chapter 38

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I slowly opened my eyes trying to adjust my sight from the light. As my vision cleared all i can see is white. I'm probably in a hospital, the smell and the white painted wall explains it.  I tried to remember why i was here, the last time i remember was, me watching the sunset on a floating cottage. Or was it part of my dream. I've dreamt of him asking me to marry him again. It was a very heart warming scene. I just wish it was all true. Pero panaginip lang ang lahat. I can feel my eyes slowly watering upon the realization that i'm no Mrs. Ravena today. Back to being single. I wonder ilang oras akong nakatulog. No one's inside my room. Ang mga besh ko malamang nagdala sakin dito, sila naman kasi yung huling kasama ko.

Alyssa, here is your reality now. No Kiefer to take care of you and no husband to stay beside you. Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagbuhos ng mga luha ko. Reality hurts. Sana pala hindi nalang ako nagising, buti pa sa panaginip ko akoy masaya. Buti pa sa panaginip ko andyan sya. Buti pa sa panaginip ko matapang syang harapin ang bukas na magkasama kahit walang kasiguraduhang magkakabuo kami ng pamilyang pinangarap namin. Mabuti pa sa paniginip, andyan sya at takot na mawala ako. Mabuti pa sa panaginip, andyan sya at nayayakap ko at nadadama ko. Ngayon kaya sa reyalidad kaya ko bang harapin siya na hindi nasasaktan? I really wish him well. Sana naman makahanap siya ng taong magiging katuwang niya sa buhay. Yung taong magpapasaya sa kanya. Yung taong bubuo sa pinangarap niyang pamilya. Magiging masaya talaga ako para sa kanya kahit nadudurog ang pusong kong makita syang masaya sa piling ng iba.

Salamat Papa God na kahit sa kaunting panahon eh pinahiram mo sya sa akin. Pinaramdam mo sakin kung paano ang mahalin ng isang Kiefer Ravena. Kung gaano kasaya ang maging asawa niya. Sana lang talaga maging masaya siya sa buhay niya kahit sa piling man yun ng iba. Yun lang talaga ang hiling ko Papa God. Sa ay pagbigyan mo ko sa hiling ko.

Mayamaya pay narinig kong may kumatok at sunod nito ay ang pagbukas ng pintuan. Hindi ko natignan kung sino ang pumasok dahil inabala ko ang sarili ko sa pagpahid ko sa aking luha. Ayaw ko kasing makita nila na nasasaktan ako. Ayokong kaawaan nila. I tried to compose myself before facing that someone who just entered my room.

Natigilan ako nang makita ang taong kakapasok lang. At mababanaag ko din na natigilan siya. I smiled to him.

You're here Kief, hindi mo na dapat inabala ang sarili mo kasama ko naman yung mga besh ko. I happily told him. Agad nabitawan ni Kiefer ang supot ng prutas na daladala niya at agad na dumalo sa akin at niyakap ako. I hugged him back.

God, i thought i lost you. Bakit ba nagpalipas ka ng kain? You should've take care of yourself. Sorry i was not around to take care of you. Pano nalang kung nangyari yun nang wala kang kasama. He said while hugging me and i could hear from his voice that he cried.

I'm okay now M, i mean Kief. Di na na dapat pumunta dito naabala ka pa. I happily said to him. Bigla siyang kumalas sa pagkakayakap sa akin at nakita ko ang nagtatanong niyang mga mata.

Of course M i'll be here, i was with you when you lost consciousness. Bigla ka nalang nawalan ng malay under my embrace kanina after you said yes to marrying me again. Hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko. Buti nalang talaga andun sina besh. He reached for my face ang he gently rub his thumb on my cheeks down to my jaw.
Thank God you're okay now. Please don't make me worry that way again? Marahan akong tumango kahit naguguluhan. It wasn't a dream? Totoo yun lahat? He proposed again to me? I was cut from the stream of questions running in my head when i felt his lips gently kissing mine. I closed my eyes and kissed him back brushing those questions away. I felt his hand traveled to my arms. He guided it to wrap on his nape and i felt is hands on my waist pulling me closer deepening the kiss. I kissed him back and pulled him closer to me. Sana hindi to panaginip. He bit my lower lip to gain entrance and i obliged. I missed him. And i could feel longing on his kisses. Halos dalawang linggo din kaming hindi nagkita. God paano ko pa siya bibitawan kung ganito ang pinapakita niya sa akin. Biglang may tumikhim sa may pinto kaya humiwalay ako kay Kief. Our forehead still touched and i can feel our rapid breathing catching air and calming ourselves. I love you M. You'll be my Mrs. Ravena again nextweek. Wala nang bawian.

AHERM!! Dios ko besh nasa ospital kayo hindi sa bahay nyo. Mahiya naman kayo kay Doc. Naeeskandalong sabi ni Ella. Tuluyan naman na kaming naglayo ni Kief. But he was just sitting right next to me sa kama he was holding my hand and playing with the rings on my ring finger. Rings talaga kasi tatlo na sya, ngayon ko lang napansin yung bagong nakalagay doon. Which brought me to my senses that wverything I thought was a dream are true. It all happened.

Natatawang bumaling naman si Kief kay Ella. Sorry na besh, nadala lang namiss ko kasi eh. Nahihiyang sabi ni Kief habang kinakamot ang ulo.

So Doc ano po ang lagay ng Fiance ko? Nalipasan lang naman ng kain di ba? Nothing serious? Kief expectantly asked.

Well Mr. Ravena, wala ka namang dapat na ikabahala. May mga ganong reactions talaga ang katawan ng babae lalo nat unang baby niya pa kaya biglaan nalang siyang nawalan ng malay. But all is good. Though you need to maintain vitamins Ms. Valdez, and d ka na din pwedeng magpagod masyado, its for you and your baby's welfare. Mahabang paliwanag ng doctor.

Pareho kaming nakatanga lang ni Kief. Still processing what the Doctor just said.

Pakiulit nga doc yung sinabi mo. sumasamong sabi ni Kief. Kita kong masaya siya, at nag-aantay nalang ng pangalawang confirmation sa sasabihin ng Doctor ko.

Ow, sorry. Its a news to you. Di nyo pa pala alam na nagdadalang tao na si Mrs. Well, congratulations you're having a baby. He/she's about two months old. But you still need to visit your OB to check my findings. Nevertheless, congratulations to both of you. I saw Kiefer gave the Doctor a warm hug. Masaya sya di halata. Nakangiti nadin akong pinapanood siya. Den, Amy and Lau came inside too. They went to me for a group hug.

Congrats besh!!! We are so happy for you!!! They exclaimed.

Hoy ingat naman baka mapisa ang baby namin ang laki mo pa naman donya. They broke the hug. They let Kief come to me. Pasalamat ka talaga Ravena ayaw kong walang masilayang ama ang inaanak namin, kasi kung hindi, pinasalvage na kita ngayon din. Ella hissed.

Thank you Ella. Thank you mga besh.

Thank you M. He said to me and brought me into another hug. Naramdaman kong yumuyugyug ang balikat ni Kief habang yakap ako. He's crying again. I hugged him tighter. Congrats M. Congrats Daddy!!! I happily said to Him in between our sobs. He kissed my forhead and then tumungo siya at hinalikan ang impis kong tyan. Hello baby, I'm your Daddy. He said while crying. Bumalok siya sakin at maagap na hinalikan ang labi ko. M... Thank you. I love you Mommy.

Short UPDATE. nahihiya na kasi ako sa inyo taon na ang binilang nyo kakaantay sa update ko. Hahaha... Sooooorrrrryyyy...

By the way, i'll be in Manila nxtweek, gusto ko sanang manood ng laro ng Creamline at ateneo kaso di ko alam kung papaano. Hahaha... Patulong naman, sa Paco manila yung probale location ko. How to get to Flying V center??? Hehehe... Salamat sa makakatulong.






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