So Soon - Josh Ramsay/Marianas Trench Fanfiction (Sequel to Porcelain)

11. Refresh My Memory...

Chapter 11

Today was as boring as fuck. This morning me and Josh ate cereal and then left. He filmed with the guys all day and I kind of just followed around. I stood inside of our room as I watched Josh and Darla say goodnight to each other. They waved and Josh shut the door.

"Can you refresh my memory?" Josh asked as he fiddled with his fingers.

"On what?"

"On our breakup." Josh said. Oh no. I sighed.

"We didn't actually ever break up. But I left because I thought I didn't deserve you guys and you needed alone time to focus on Marianas stuff. We were young Josh, I was confused." I said.

"You were my everything." Josh sighed.

"Why'd you kiss me that one night?" I asked.

"Honestly, I don't know. It just felt right." Josh said.

"Do you wanna try that kiss again?" I asked hopefully. Josh smiled and came up to where I was sitting on the edge of the bed. He kissed me. The kiss got more and more heated, we laid back on the bed and his fingers tangled in my hair. This felt so right. Josh started to kiss down my neck.

"Would it be crazy if I said I still love you?" I asked as I lightly tugged at his perfect hair.

"Not at all." Josh said before coming up to kiss my lips again.

"Then fuck, I still love you." I said in between kisses. Josh didn't say anything back, which made me a bit nervous. He started to pull my shirt off. "Oh, we're having sex tonight are we?" I chuckled as he threw my shirt on the floor.

"I-I just thought that um we could because uh we were making out and stuff but we don't have to." Josh rambled. I giggled and kissed him.

"Let me get ready. Okay?" I said as I sat up.

"Okay." Josh said as I slipped away from him. 

I got my suitcase and took it to the bathroom with me. I locked the door and stripped. I tied my hair back so I didn't get it wet in the shower. I had a shower and shaved. When I got out I dried off and changed into lacey black bra and panties. I let my hair down and adjusted my ring. I quickly fixed up my makeup and wrapped a towel around me. When I came out Josh was already shirtless and had a massive bulge in his pants.

"I love you." Josh said as I went up to him. I smiled. Oh my goodness, I think we were back together. I lost the towel and straddled him. "Damn you look good." Josh said. I bit my lip as I went to go kiss his neck.

"Would you laugh if I said I haven't had sex since 2006?" I mumbled into his neck.

"I would never laugh at you darling." Josh bit back a moan. "Oh my god I want you." Josh moaned as I started to unbuckle his belt. I giggled as I threw it on the floor.

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The alarm rang telling us that we had to get up, shower and leave. I groaned as I turned it off.

"Wake up Ramsay." I tried to shake him awake. It didn't work. "I'll give you a blow job if you wake up." Just like that, he sprang up. "I was kidding, go shower."

He got up in his naked state and left to the bathroom. I gigged as I got out my phone and did a group chat with Michael and Raine.

'Plan get Caelyn and Josh back together has worked! We're back together! - C'

'Yes! Congrats boo! How was the sex? -M'

'MICHAEL! -R'

'Is it really any of your business? If you really need to know, very very amazing -C'

'You're a nasty. Congrats tho! We gtg love u - R'

'Love you too -C'

The shower stopped and Josh came out with a towel wrapped around him.

"You're a bitch, Porce. A big bitch. It's too fucking early." Josh groaned as he threw on a shirt.

"Thanks bud, love you too." I said as I got up to go shower myself. I turned the water on. "Where are you guys filming today?" I asked and jumped in.

"Uhm, I think we're driving around and shit. Then I get killed in the desert. Then I get beat up. Then I think Darla's doing the whole show girl shit. Then stuff... I don't know." Josh said.

"Are we telling the guys about us being together again? Or fans about you and Amanda and now me?" I asked as I squirted some shampoo into my hand.

"Yeah, we will later. I don't want the fans thinking I'm still with Amanda, if she already hadn't tweeted it out." Josh replied.

"Okay." I said and finished my shower. I put on my shirt that had you got served on it on, black ripped shorts, and purple converse. I dried my hair and did my makeup. I didn't bother doing anything with my hair. I just left it as is, somewhat wavy. When I came out Josh was on his phone.

"Ready?" He asked.

"Ready." I said as I slid my phone and 50 bucks in my pocket. We left and met everybody at Matt's room. We started to walk down the hallway. "I have a boyfriend." I whispered in Matt's ear.

"WHAT? WHO?" Matt screamed. I walked in front of him and walked backwards so I could face him. He had brought the whole bands attention to him by yelling.

"You know him... His has nice eyes, colorful hair and his last name is Ramsay. You tell me who it is Matty." I giggled.

"HOLY FUCKING GOD CONGRATS YOU TWO." Matt ran up and hugged me. Josh thought it was a good idea to join our hug and make it a group hug. Then the rest of the guys hugged us also. It was a massive group hug. That moment I knew. I was happy. These guys were my family, and I was never going to leave them again.

A/N FUCK I'M SORRY I'LL POST MORE I PROMISE