strings ,, maknae line

21

Tae/: found her. Everyone get inside and dry off

I put my phone away and wrap my arm around her until we got back to campus.

"Ready?"

She unnoticeably nods once and I grab her hand softly and lead her out into the pouring rain and we rush to get to her dorm. I get her inside and help her calm down. I look through her drawers and get a clean dry pair of clothes for her. I give them to her and hug her again. She takes them and starts to change, not caring that I'm in the room. She trusts me again? All I want is for her to forgive me. I look away and to her bed that was full of stuffed animals, blankets, and her favorite sweatshirt. Pillows surrounded her bed. Looked comfy.

I sit on the other bed that lay stripped of everything. Next thing I know, (y/n) sits on her bed calmly and stares downwards.

I get up and kneel in front of her again

"You alright?"

I say softly. She nods without looking in my direction. I smile sadly at myself and stand up and turn around, heading for the door.

Oh how badly did I want to stay with her. Oh so badly. I want to hug and hold her until her anxiety is gone. I want to kiss her until her broken pieces are meld together again. But I'm the reason those pieces are broken

But I can't do that. She's not mine anymore.

I grab the door knob and turn it with regret

"Tae"

She calls. I turn around and look in her direction

"Thank you"

I nod and think for a moment. Should I stay? Should I leave? I can't stay..

I've bothered her enough

-your pov-

"One... two ..- I can't do it"

"Come on (y/n), it's just rain. Just make it to the bus station."

"Ok ok. One more time. One. Two. THREE"

I coach myself before I run out the door, eyes closed, I run through the rain. I run, my fear booming above me.

"(Y/n)!"

No way. Did I just hear-

I look up to see someone I recognize. Someone I needed. I run into him and we hug for a little. As kind as he is, he takes me back to my dorm and helps me, calming me the entire way. As he goes to leave, I thank him. He slowly opens the door to leave but as soon as he's about to close the door, the door is thrown open and loud voices make my anxiety go through the roof

I look up to see Jimin Jackson and jungkook, all soaking wet, bursting through the door and in front of me

"Oh my god you're ok!"

"Where were you?!"

"(Y/n) we were so worried!"

I'm suddenly over whelmed and look up to the door to see Taehyung also surprised to see them. I didn't want this at all. I look up at tae again sadly

"Guys leave her be. She just calmed down, you're freaking her out"

I silently thanked him

"Excuse me? Says the ex who can't make up his mind. Just go"

Jimin yells at tae. I honestly got so mad at that but I couldn't feel anger for very long since fear took over. Thunder, then again, makes me jump

"Jimin- seriously. Just leave her be"

"What gives you the right to say that?"

He stands up and walks to Taehyung who closed the door and is walking towards us.

Jackson and jungkook stand up and bring their attention to the two

"Listen, you have no right to even be near her. You left her- and you think you can just come ba-"

"I did my best. I did what I could"

"It wasn't good enough"

The room went silent and the air thickened. Suddenly, tae's eyes disconnect from the strong contact with jimins', turns and walks out, not saying another word. I look down, regretting that I didn't stop it. The three look to me again. Jimin bends in front of me and grabs my hand and kisses it, pulling me slightly

"Are you ok?"

I look at him sadly and disappointed.

"What? What's wrong?"

He asks.

"Get out"

I order lightly

"Wh- what? (Y/n) I -"

"Get out"

I say louder. I take my hand back out of his grip and gulp as he stands up and exchange looks with the boys. He stands there for a moment or two before leaving quietly. The room went silent again, but it was easier to breathe.

"You alright?"

Jungkook asks. I nod. I wanted to cry. I wanted a hug. I needed a hug. I sit on the floor and practically pounce on jungkook and hug him. He hugs back. I sit in between is legs and he wraps his arms around me, cradling the back of my head. I hear Jackson get up quietly and leave us alone. We stayed there on the floor, in the dark, and hug for as long as I could remember. Until I fell asleep

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A/N
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Idk I feel bad for Jimin. I'm making him the ass hole of the story oops. I personally ship tae and (y/n) but also kinda jungkook. Idk. Hope you liked.