Every guy was like a toy to me; I never had any feelings for them. Then all of a sudden, this curly-haired dork comes into my life and makes me feel. I have no idea how he did it; but he did. I haven’t felt anything for three years. Having all these emotions again seems so strange to me. I haven't made up my mind whether I like it or not but it's making me nervous.
“Do you know Jake Anderson?” he asks out of nowhere and my smile disappears.
I sit up and get off the bed. I was hoping he would never ask me that question.
“I don’t want to talk about him,” I look out of my window.
“Why?”
“I think you should leave.” I say softly.
“What?” Harry looks puzzled and worried.
“I said that I think you should leave.” I repeat.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t know he was a sensitive subject. I won’t speak of him ever again. I swear.” he says quickly.
“Please come back here, Alyssa.” he begs.
I walk back over to the bed and I take his hand. I pull him off my bed so he can stand in front of me. He looks at me with his big eyes, with his mouth parted slightly. I don’t want him to leave, but he probably should get back to the hospital.
“It’s a Tuesday night; I really need to do some work.” I say and he nods.
“I should get back to the hospital.” he says and walks over to the window.
I follow him and he opens the window, causing a gust of wind to come through it. He sticks one leg out of the window and looks at me expectantly.
“Well…?” he trails off.
“Well what?”
“Doesn’t the prince get a kiss?” he asks and grins.
“Don’t push it, Styles.” I say and he puckers his lips but I just flick his forehead.
"Ow!" he exclaims and I laugh.
"Get your ass back to the hospital." I order.
"Yes ma'am." he says and does an army salute.
He climbs out of the window and I smile slightly as I watch him walk down the street. I shut the window, and walk over to my desk. I pull out my journal and flip to an empty page.
Dear Harry,
Nobody ever makes me happy, and you have no idea how happy you make me.
Love,
Alyssa
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Distant » Harry Styles
Fanfiction❝Darkness does not leave us as easily as we would hope.❞ © suavestyles 2013 all rights reserved
