Abusive Love {BoyxBoy}

Chapter 16

AN- LOOKIE look what i did! :D i stayed up all night typing chapters for you! im trying to finish the story in two weeks, so ima be trying to type alooottt. (dont worry there is a sequel to the sotry :) im having trouble deciding what its about but there will most defiantly be one.) So i love you guys just so you know that ;_; have a cahpter! vote n comment guys :) ima miss ya lots n lots.

Chapter 16

So that night with Tesni moved on. All we did was talk. Talk talk talk… He was extremely fascinating, but even though I told myself I wouldn’t do anything, I had this impending urge to touch him. I didn’t though.

He didn’t make it easy either. He kept giving me compliments, calling me beautiful and stuff. I knew I didn’t deserve him, but hey…. If you find a 100$ bill on the side of the road and you don’t deserve it, are you going to give it to the police? HELL TO THE NO. He was mine, finder’s keepers. Besides he liked me too, so everything works out right?

He walked me to a train station, and even road back to the school with me. He was so sweet………….. I wanted him to stick it up in me! YEAAAAH! Right now! On this side walk!!!

“Uhm are you alright?”

“Huh?” I snapped out of my evil laughter, and realized I was on top of him, trying to hump (?) him I guess.

“Uhh, you look like your trying to rape me.” He giggled. Such a sweet sweet smile!

No no no no no, Jesse you need to hold yourself back.

“Haha, sorry I was uhmmm….” Need to think of an excuse. “I hurt my ankle and I wanted you to carry me on your back!” I smiled.

He just laughed. “Haha! Alright.” Damn that smile of his DAMN IT TO HEEEELLLLLLLLLL.

So I should be happy that he’s carrying me on his back right? Wrong. Nodda. Zip. Nope. I wasn’t. Some how it got me really horny by riding on him, so I had a big fat Bonner. Yup, my penis was rubbing up against his back with its holy erection-ness. My face was burning bright red, so I hopped off of him, and gave him my biggest apology.

“IM SO SORRY!! SO SO SO SORRY!!!!” I think I was kissing his feet.

“Haha, don’t worry, it happens.” He shrugged. I couldn’t help but feel even more embarrassed.

He walked me back, took me to the dorm and bid me farewell with a 5 minute smooch. HEHE I love him.

I walked in the room flustered. I felt jittery and happy. Like a little girl. Heehee.

When I walked in, I found Dylan on the floor. Bottles of alcohol were around him, and the room smelled like cigarette smoke. This reminds me of the first time I met Dylan. He was rather rude when he was drunk, so I’m grateful that he’s passed out. I couldn’t just leave him there though, he might catch a cold!

So I picked him up, and gosh he was heavy. I guess it was because I wasn’t expecting it.

I sighed as I stumbled over to his room and slipped him in his bed. As I straighten myself up, I hadn’t noticed him grab my shirt and pull me onto him. 

“Jesse~” he moaned.

“Y-yes Dylan?”

“I love you…” he said as he kissed me. I felt my entire body heat up and my face start to burn.

“B-but D-Dylan, y-you said y-you weren’t g-gay!”

“Well I’ll go gay for you.” He kissed me one last time, and he was out.

I stammered away slowly, feeling very light headed. Had this just happened? Did Dylan just admit he loved me? NO. I’m not doing this, I like Tesni, no LOVE him.  I want to keep it that way. That’s right! From now on, I’m with Tesni, and nobody else!

The next day, Dylan was very hung over. So, I hung around the house all day, cleaned up all the alcohol bottles, did laundry, wash dishes, empty Dylan’s ash tray, clean in general. He didn’t seem to remember last night, so I didn’t bring it up. And thus, the day carried on.

I made some canned soup for us, and I even got bored enough to wash my bathroom. I eventually called Tesni, talked to him. Told him I loved him. Yeah, the day was kinda boring. I threw out all of the liquor and hid all of Dylan’s smokes. As the day drew to an end, Dylan got to feeling better and went to take a shower. I made him a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and he went straight to bed.

I sat out on the balcony of the dorm, curled up in a warm blanket. It was cold out, but for once, the sky wasn’t cloudy and I could see the stars very clearly. They were so beautiful. I could count out all of the consolations and see different planets even (the ones like venues and such).

I thought about Tesni, and I just wanted him here. I wanted him to hold me and cuddle me. And then I thought… why not?

So I pulled a Dylan and invited my lover over. Maybe tonight we could have some fun.

It didn’t take Tesni long to get there, even though he lived a while away. I snuck him in, and then it was the dorm to ourselves. Dylan was still on his hangover, so he wouldn’t be able to hear or comprehend much. It was perfect.

The second we entered the dorm, I flung myself into him, hugging him as tightly as I could.

“Tesni I love you!”

“Haha, I love you too Jesse.” He smiled.

“I want you to hold me in your arms!”

“I am Jesse, don’t worry I’m here.”

“I want to do it!”

“You want to do…. What?”

“I want to have sex!”

“Sex?”

“Yes sex!”

“Would it really be sex?”

“Yes.”

“Would it not be making love?”

“…” I hadn’t thought about that. Had I just wanted to have sex with him? Was I not thinking about how I love him? Was I just trying to sustain my sensual desires? “Yeah… that… sorry.”

“It alright Jesse.”

“But still can we do it?”

He thought for a second. “I don’t know Jesse… you call me here out of the blue, we’ve only known each other for a day, we aren’t even a legitament couple and you want to have sex?”

I stayed silent, I hadn’t even thought about any of this.

“I think we should wait, and let our love blossom to the point as were we do have sex, it will be with love.” He smiled. He was right, and I couldn’t have put it better myself.

I felt tears swell in my eyes, he was right. “Y-yes your r-right…”

“So Jesse.” He smiled even bigger and got down on his knees. “Will you do me the honor of being my boyfriend?”

I smiled, I felt like I was getting engaged. “Y-yes!”

“In sickness and in health?”

“Haha, yes.” I laughed.

“Death do us part?”

“Tesniiiiii!” I laughed hugging him. I wiped the tears off my face and squeezed him. “I love you.” I smiled into his abdomen.

“I love you too.” He smiled into my hair.

And from then on, things took off and I couldn’t have loved him more than anything.